57th post.

YES!!!!!!! MY BLOG ISH DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO DONT BOTHER COMING IN TO READ IT!!!!! xDDD

will come bac to revive it.................................................................................................

the next time i SEE a computer. (;

56th post

(;(:(:


posting frm NANYANG POLY (:(;(;
nothing to do at all!!!!!!!
sianz!!!

wah..mai bday coming!!!!! xDDD
i want....i want....i want....i want.............

1.sunflowers (;
2.BIGBIG teddy (;
3.chocolates :P
4.new phone (:
5.a new laptop (:

hahahahaha....
i not accepting anyting other than those!!!! jkjk xDDD

3rd day at nanyang poly, met lots of peep!!!
made friends, had fun, lmao....

-updated 1:36pm-
totally sianz!!!!
pissed over some stupid things, some stupid reasons!!
fucking pissed sia!!!!!!!
dammit..nida control!!!!!!
controlling!!!! controlling!!!!
seriouslyy going explode alr!!!

wah!!! i dont wanna go malacca tmr sia ):
sianz!

haiz
write another time barhs!
love yoo(;
babaii.

ands...
LOVE YOO DEAN!!! <3


trying not to think about yoo

55th post

i'm losing my outer facade...

wah.....soo long nvr de blog liaos..
blogg dead liaos..
revive back agian(:

have been
busybusy...

exams finally over..(:(:(:

wo you kao hao ma?

okok larhs.(:
2fail.(:

lots of things happened....
but forgot liaos...
soo me decided to not blog bout dem lohs (:

well,
been hanging out with friends alot lately....
and oso starting with homework(:(:(:
so good girl rites ? xDD

cant wait go NYP with sharon fer attachment (:
7days more.....

so far,
went out with wy, leonard, ph
then with pj
with ethan,queenie,aaron,ken,zen and don.......

had drama and POA remedial...

that day, POA remedial onlyy 3ppl turned up....
PJ, me, KJ, chiyean and mr lee
had fun tgt (:

then went PJ's huse talk talk...
went hme after tht...
then went dinner.


wtf....izzit tht unbelievable. tht IM QUITTING ???

DON: yoo want? [pass me one stick]
joie: no.. im quitting [smiles]
everyone[turn and look at me]: ya right...
DON: are yoo sure? [giving me unbelievable look]

wah..everyone like tht the lohs..
no faith in me ):):):
sadd le la...
I REALLY QUITTING LA...
(and to PASSER-BY, i have no idea wadd yoo talking about)

nothing much to write lohs..
will be soon changing blogskin and music player...
okoks?
update again soon (:

lastly.
HL DONT CUT YURSELF LIAOS!!!!!!! ):
CHEERUP CHEERUP.

AND

LOVE YOO DEAN!!! <3
muaks muacks.

BYEBYE.

i owaes needed time on my own..

54th post..izzit jus me?

haiz...no picts to upload....

saturdayy and sundayy...

hmmms..

nothing much....

only went eat buffet with family and friends...

parents,uncle,auntie,cousin..

zen,queenie,yvonne,danny,ceecee,zhongxian (:

had nice time eating sushi,sashimi,oysters and CHOCOLATE FONDUE (:

dip da ice cream into the chocolate fondue machine..

chocolate became hard immediatelyy. (:

hahaha..funfun..

felt full and fat ):

ice cream,marshmallows,chendol,chocolate cake,fruits...

totally filled me up...o:

anyways yeah...nothing more. (:

-mondayy=school holidayys-

nothing much..

jus went out with parents..

zzzzzzzzzzzzzz........

-tuesdayy=go back to school!!!!!!!!!!!-

HL sick...):

hope he get well soon (:

studied and studied...

went sharon's huse..

ate oreo cake (:(:(:

nice nice...

jean came ..

then talk awhile...

till sharon's tutor cm...

we almost made her vomit blood...

cuz our algebra 'good until cannot good' (:

stay awhile more..

then went with sharon downstairs...

met her bf...

kinda cute...nice eyes.....O.O

he walk kinda like gay..hehe (:

went hme..

nothing much..

-wednesdayy=FUNNY HORNY STUFF xDDDD.....

-thursdayy=OMGOMG..-

maths exam start todayy,

quite easy??? okok?

some qns dunoes how do...o:

SS=MAI DEATH BED..0:

tonight then update..(:

i really dunoes wadd happen btwn us....

i want to be the best friends we use to be...

jus so yoo kno...i still treat yoo as a best friend..

she jus mai good friends. (:

hope yoo understand.

and stop showing me black face...

and its not tht i not talking to yoo.

its jus tht yur showing me the attitude..

babaii peeps..

update 'nites.

xDD

53th post.

kinda keeping 'promise' not to emo....



have no picts to put..

so yeah....



-thursdayy=addiction-
english exam...o:
didnt reallyy prepare...
went out the night before...xDDD
seriouslyy....drugs is not a problem alr..
but smoking......is becoming my BIG PROBLEM
its kinda becoming an addiction...):
tht night didnt drink much?
half cup?
but cigerettes, in an hour i 'finish' 5.
total 11?
daryl was like asking me to go slow....
zen was surprised and happyy...
tht i didnt emo...
weirdo....
like tht oso nid noticed...

anyways
todayy....
start of MYE..
english....easyy? okok?
jus had to memorise afew format...
okok larhs...
after exam...
wwent PJ's huse..
62 took sooo long. );
went her huse..
played monopolyy awhile..
game was boring..
playy halfwayy then stopped..
me and PJ talked bout......ALOT of THINGS...
hornyy stuff..
hahahahaha..
hilarous.

went hme,
msn-ed
then studied a little...
then....
drew bdayy card...
fer HL indirectlyy to ww...
didnt eat dinner.....
fell asleep among all the art things...
woke up at 2plus?
do and do...
took a bath at 4plus...
freshen up..
continue doing..
till 6am..
jus nice finish everything, (:

-fridayy=dresses are difficult to wear...-
wah...
PJ no nid go skool fer like 4dayys...
sooo good...):
so tireed lehs..
met HL at 7.10am
passed him card...
then walked to skool tgt...
then.............
he behave like an ass...
ran across the road JUST LIKE TIS. O:
WTHWTH...
then got honked by cars,,,
dumbdumb arhs...
wadd if got knocked....o;o;o;o;

chinese...
quite ok la?
jus very tired..
kept falling asleep...
paper2...
same thing happened..
45mins do..
45min sleep.
tiredtired...
kept yawning..

after skool..
dora,sharon and me went MAC...
then went NTUC..
bought udon, mushroom, cake mix..
separated frm dora there ):
went sharon's huse...
her siister..funnyy? weirrd? cute??
sat by the window talktalk...
her dog came...
super attention seeking...but cute thou <3
wanted me to pat him...hahaha
went to make cake..
then clean up..
watched tv,
dog emoemo lehs..):
go under bed...
played fashion):
became sharon's doll...
made me wear all those dresses...o;
then the LOLITA DRESS
and THAT PINK FRILLY ONES,,,
almost killed me....
but got this tube dress...
very de niice...(:
love her heels too...<3

anyways ran to bus stop to meet dad..
went to fetch new maid..
then bought take-away
fer dinner...
totallyy dead beat,
slept on sofa till the next dayy(:

continue on next post!!!!!!!!! (:

its difficult to choose one, i love both..):

52th post...

ppl say they care....
but are theey lying??
i really dont kno...

todayy....
rainyy...sleepyy...
nothing much...
jus mainly revise work...
HT's sandwich looks fab...
hahahaha...
after skool arranged the table and chairs,
then went hme...

saw ZY at bus stop...o:
then at mai stop....
saw GG....
i was totallyy surprised...
quicklyy walk away...hahaha

reached hme...
took 30mins to open stupid can...
-.-
then fry luncheon meat (:
nicenice...
msned PJ and watch videos..
going to go studyy....
tonite will update again (:

maybe 1am?
mostly likely,
going out with zen and his friends...
till 1am...

kinda addicted to smoking?
idk...
hope not?
haiz...i dont wanna go back to last time lehs...
but i think tis two weeks got at least smoked 17sticks?

nvms....
dont care la...
tonight update again..(:
byebye...

HL, TRY...kays?
and yoo dont emo alr la....
dean, ttyl? love yoo too..
PJ, GROSS MEH...i find it quite nice lehs...
sharon, read yur blogg...dont emo alr...cheer up?



the cuts still kinda hurt....):

51th post....haiz...

i died when you left me.....

nothing much happen todayy..
jus last night...
almost got killed by mum. O;
fer smashing the glass table...
got whacked lohs..
and scoldings...
haiz...
sooo old alr still got caning....
cane until bleed.....
poor me. );
hurts la....

went out again..
about 1am?
after mum sleep...
cab to dempsey road...
slacked there...
drank...
smoked...
but not soo much..
next dayy got skool...
maybe half bott?
and 4cigerettes...


got intro to............drugs....
didnt take them thou.....
good or bad?
idk..

YEAH..didnt get drunk thou...
(:
hahaha
happyhappy...
came hme 3am plus...
went to sleep...

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz............................

go skool....
almost late?
nah..didnt...
then nothing much...

tis week totallyy broke);):);
haiz....
save moneyy lohs...
havent even started studying fer exam yet o:
DIEDIEDIEDIEDIE...

anyways...
skool nothing much..
lots of ppl keep asking me why i hurt and all...
I DIDNT CUT MYSELF...
IGOT WHACKED BY MUM...
CANED....):
and it bleed...
happy?
art jus got 22/30...okayokay la...);
and didnt go chem remedial...o:
hope dont die...
went library...
suppose to meet dora...
in the end...didnt...
talk wit PJ...
then went her huse NTUC...
buyy things..
went hme...
waiting fer bus tht time..
got tis guyy..
keep staring at me o:
made me feel soo self-consious...):
dunoes wadd he thinking bout....
haiz...
went hme..
msn...
fry ham (:
web-cam with PJ...
going off to go studyy soon (:
needa do art prep work oso...
and revision ..

update tonight (:

NOWS its tonite....
haha...
[updated at 2:24am]

well....
actuallyy..
theres nothing much to write about...
felt fat after eating half the tub of ice-cream...
studyy maths and POA...
drew up time-table....

mum was shocked
to see damages she inflited on me...
and cuts and bruise and blood...
=.=

anyways...yeah,
watched tv...
nothing much to watch...

bath,then lie on bed reading oliver twist
o: shocking ehs?
me reading...and furthermore a CLASSIC...
hahahaha...
fell asleep..
woke up again..
then came on...
only 2peeps on on msn...
no fun ):
going off soon to study...

baibai..
love yoo dean...<3
try barhs..HL...



trying to live a life without you....

50th post....im losing mai insanity...

im reallyy losing it...

im reallyy glad almost everthing ish fiine nows...
the clique....seems more like a clique nows...
PJ and dora....are good with each other nows...
at least mai wish came true...
prayer was answered...
yeah.....
i kno blme ish put on me,
mai fault tht i 'brought' her in
mai fault fer being to friendlyy
mai fault fer starting to talk to her at the first place...
mai fault let her to close to us....
all of these are mai fault...
causing all these displeasure....
the friendship once sooo close to almost break apart...

IM REALLY REALLY SORRY FOR EVERYTHING...

yeah, wadd a certain person say was right,
i was to blame fer tis incident...

anyways yeah...i got nothing to sayy alr....
sooo...lemme continue bout wadd happen on fridayy......

-fridayy=drinks and cigerettes numb the pain, but not for long/the combi sucks-
[2am]
came hme....
parents thot i was with cousins,
but no....i wasnt....
went clake quay...
with couple of friends.....
drank almost 3/4 bott of red wine...
and 4cans beer....
combination of both?
sucks big time...
smoke liike total 7cigerettes?

jus trying to waste mai life awayy

yeah,
left them soon after....
wanted to be alone...
got these few peeps kept following me...
recognize one of them as mai friend's friend...
damn the person...
tell tales on me...
made me get scolded by mi bro...
ASSHOLES..

sat alone...
fer 2hrs plus?
anyways...got hme bout 1am and 2am?
xavier sent me hme...
luckyy mum was asleep alr...
took a quick hot bath..
felt like shit....
went to bath...
head hurts...
whole body hurts....
woke upp again...
puke thrice...
felt like crap....
never felt sooooo bad b4..
head gonna explode...
felt like jus killing myself...
yeah..
went back to bed...
slept till next dayy...
woke up at like 3pm? (:

-saturdayy=GO AWAY-
headache fer whole dayy....
tried to do revision and hw...
yeah....
nothing much...
watch tv laters on...
watch cheaper by a dozen
TAYLOR LAUTNER sooooooo cute....
hahahahaha
he was inside (:
<3
anyways funnny show...

-sundayy=nothin much-
tiredd....
went out with mum at 2plus?
nothing much....
bought alot of stuff...
yeah.....
nothing interesting...

HAPPY BIRTHDAYY PJ!!!!!!!!
sorry bout the cake.):

-mondayy=i really losing mai insanity! wadd was i thinking bout?!-
birthdayy bash PJ...
saw her specs fly...
felt her boob (;
saw muffin fly
swung a knife.
tried to cut cake into 38pieces o:
haiz...
funnyy things happened todayy (;
dora and QH smash muffin into PJ...ahahahahah
funny scenes...
PJ's face uber funnyy...
hope they dont do tht to me.O;
anyways yeah...
left alone first..
let PJ and dora have some catching up time,to talk....
went hme....
fer some reason...
idk wadd got into me...
i jus lose mai temper and push the glass table..
it drop to the floor and BROKE..
into miliions of pieces....
i was shocked...
kinda dont reallyy care...
thou i kno i confirm die tonite...
haiz....
will take somes picts...
broken glass pieces...

49th post...hate you.

i can no longer kno which is the truth and the false..

maybe, tht stranger is right...
why bother telling everyone
how i feel, what i think...
no one even care.
even if i die.

im jus a whiny, irritating litle thing
a bitch, a whore, a slut
in everyone's eyes
always trying to attract attention...

nver a thing i do is right...

but reallyy no one understands me.

imma gonna write bout those interesting days..
soooo yeah..it onlyy starts frm mondayy.....hmmms.....

-mondayy=pain onlyy starts later/jam fer 40mins?-
nothing much...
went to put braces...
was prepared to sit there frm 3hrs..
but in the end its onlyy 30mins...
putting doesnt hurt..AT ALL...
surprising....
pain come laters...
when eating...o:
starting to regret....):

-tuesdayy=braces hurt-
everyone totallyy surprised i put braces...
hahahaha..
anyways nothing much...
ran to PJ's huse...b4 PFT
ALMOST tripped on metal bar..
went like flailing in the air...
but caught myslf b4 i fell (;
TOTALLYY UNGLAM. O:
pulled a muscle...hurts like shit.

PFT..
all got A
except damn shuttle run...C
WTF. Dx
standing broad jump> 192cm (:
pull ups>20
sit ups>40
the rest? i forgot.

nothing much...
went hme afterwards...
with HL and jeanette.
nothing much.

-wednesdayy=totallyy hot <3-
went changi airport...
ran to mac..hahahaha....
PJ wanted catch the b4 3pm value meals..
she bought.....
mcwings?
i bought fish fillet...
wanted mcwings too..
but stupid braces..
stopped me frm eating many stuff ):

eat eat eat....
nicenice...
studyy ALITTLE...
went walkwalk...
ALOT OF CAUASIANS o:
old,ugly,hot,young,cute....
hahahahaha...
took skytrain to T1
WHOLE AIRPORT FILLED WOTH THEM...
got one WHOLE line there...
about 1km? hahahahaha
got tis particular ones...
UBER HOT...
hahahahahaha
went backk...
got hme at 6:40?
around there...
bath,eat.sleep...
nothing much.

-thursdayy=i have no comments-
bought cake...
fer PJ...
in the end...
she bite..
it was mouldy..
WTF.
anyways....make egg fer yoo next time...
i must buyy ingredients first...
SORRY.
anyways, went to bugis street wanted buyy wallet..
got manyy varieties...
love them all...
had the choice of white and purple
in the end got purple ones...
but sharon didnt buyy.
no moneyy...
bad fer her...
she then left first...

me and PJ went the other stalls...
saw soooo manyy other colours...o:
WTH la...
anyways went kallang...
then went hme....
talked to PJ on msn....
nothing much.

-fridayy=braces cause me cant sleep well-
tiredd....
nothing much...
jus went SG POST...
on wayy there...
peeps keep staring at me and PJ..
stare what stare.

anyways go popular buy some stuff.
then ntuc...
saw GG and DG
then came hme...
nows blogging...
tonites going hans eat pasta (:

i dont know which are lies...
maybe.....everything is....
that yoo care
that yoo worry
that yoo understand

wadeva yoo said..
are jus lies...
its difficult to believe anything...
wadeva yoo say or do...

soo i decided....
to keep everyone out of my life....
keep myself frm getting hurt......

48th post...

jus leave me alone.


theres nothing i could live for...
the onlyy thing tht kept me frm killing myself is my parents.
i think they wud be the onlyy ones whos wud care...

im tired of the lies and fakings in life.
lies and lies.....
promises tht alwayys ended up broken.
why bother?
wadd the use?

yoo all said yoo wud never leave...
but yet...they still left...

i cant remember wadd happened on sundayy,
decided not to...
soooo lets jus start frm monday,

-mondayy=o:-
i cant remember oso..O:

-tuesdayy=i shouldn't haf called yoo-
hmmms...i dont rmb wadd happened in skool...
but some stuff happened...
ands.....yeah....
cried and cried....3?4hrs?
called HL...shouldnt have...

whys?

firstlyy,im nothing to him, why should he cm 'entertain' me
second, i showed him my vulnerable side... i made me look pitiful...i dont want tht...
thirdly... it actually hurt more.... when he asked me wadds wrong... i actuallyy started crying again and had the impulse to take up the pen-knife.
fourth, it embarrasing...to face him on the next dayy...
fifth? he could haf told somebodyy... and laughed bout it tgt... mock at me or sumthing.

well....yeah?
felt tht wayy...
after a while...i think i fell asleep or sumthing...
idk?

-wednesdayy=pretended like nothing happen/reallyy dont wan seniors to leave.):-
last drama session...);):):);
saddddd....
acted the last playy of the session...

dont wanna comment anything bout the sec1 drama mem.

then wanted to take MRT to tampines uncle's huse.
but went to meet daddy at simei's popular.
bought pencils, erasers, pen refill, the two 10yr series science books.
still need to get POA pad, correction tape refill, deodorant and.............i not sure.
daddy send me to uncle's place...
eat dinner...
then go hme..

-thursday=fun,tiring....WET..-
hmmms.....todayy...maths teacher never cm....
art teacher oso never cm...
soooo yeah...waited fer PJ and sharon
went work out at gym...frm 4pm to 5.30pm...
sweat and sweat...disgusting.
then it was raining..
PJ and sharon needed buy some stuff frm NTUC sooooo went with them..
me shared umbrella with sharon, PJ have her own...
thou got umbrella still got wet..
saw tis uber cute innocent looking boy...
PJ and sharon agreed with me..hahahaha (;
bought the stuff...then again...went to uncle's place...
nothing much.

-fridayy=fucking pissed off-
met PJ at 6:20am...
at mai huse downstair...
took bus70 to seragoon stadium...
actuallyy we arrived too earlyy...but yeah..sat there, listening to music.
blahblahblah..
watched the races...
nothing much...
bought potato chips...
then got tis few sec1? boys...damn fucking irritating and kam pa.
poured water down the steps....made my back all wet..
ji bai kia la..
then dont even kno how eat properlyy...drop here and there...
dirtyy the whole place..
still dont wanna throw awayy.

wtf la..
this yr...sec1s.....damn sucky...
one of the suckiest fucked upp batch...
after the sec2s...(except drama mem,)
the rest all SUCKS..totally.
pathetic small imbeciles...
haiz.....
after finish...
sharon 'treat' us...cab. (;

thanks sharon (;

cab to her huse..
then took bus to PJ huse there...
waited fer bus...
then got tis bus...got some peeps inside..
one of them i recognised....ish drama de...
but they....once saw me...all waved hi....
in the end i only was onlyy waving to the one i recognised..get it? no?
nehminds ^^ haha

went hme..
mum was at hme..
took bath..
then went to sleep..
till 4.30pm...
went out..
eat sushii. nicenice.
then went hme....
slept earlyy..


it frightens me to kno haf the feeling tht we are drifting apart...

47th post...

i should have thot of it...

fun but emotional dayy...
woke up at 8am...
took bath...then went to do alittle drawing...
till 9.30am..
change and then went down...
but suddenlyy remembered tht i was supposed to bring another pair of shorts..
so went back up to get...
rushed to meet up with henglee...
then walked to the carnival tgt...
suddenlyy start to rain...
hahahaha
HL tried to shelter me...
bt i dont want..keep running awayy, LOL..
got the suspenders frm nicole.
put on...

waited fer the balloons to cm...
talked to joy,nicole,dayne,cheryl,elson and mdm chua...
balloons came...
needed to pump in air myself..);
pump and pump...
give and give...
some ppl say i dont look like clown...
dont i?
colourful socks attrated alot attention.
in less than 2hrs gave out all balloons alr..(;
watch the performances..

EVERYONE WAS AWESOME..

anyways..PJ cm....
continue watching....
went mac with joy,nicole,PJ,dayne and mdm chua...
mdm chua treated us. (:
thankthanks. <3

then rushed back...
wanted to watch HL's sorrysorry..(;
it was nicenice.
ryan's dancing still sooo awesome.
continue watching...
then about 3pm went library toilet, do hair..
came back...needed to go off alr to do make-up and hair fer actors..

went back to skool
did the black gang's hair...]
used ALOT of hair spray
hahahahahaha.
had some difficulty with some peeps hair...
but still could manage...(;
then focused on nicole's make-up and hair....

GOSH...her hair...
damn difficult to do....
needed to re-plait....
gel her hair into place...
did and did until i was satisfied..hahahaha...
did her makeup....
made her a chio bu..LOL..
everyone was like 'wah...so preety'
LOL.
good skills i have xDDD

anyways ate dinner...
gave all mai meat to nicole..hahahax.
went to the performance stage...
continue helping touch up peeps hair...
wish good luck to everyone....

suddenlyy nicole rememeber tht she forgot to bring her hanky,
me ran back...almost got knocked down....got honked too ):
haiz...came bac in 10mins.

as our turn to performance came...
the atmosphere became alittle emotional and tense...
everyone was focusing...
trying to do our best...
especiallyy...kahheng,iman,renee....
their last performance T.T

finished the show...
went back to skool...
had a totally emotional briefing...
cant believe i actually cried...
but at the very thought of our seniors leaving...
jus makes people cry...);

hugged renee and iman...
cried even more...
then went hme...
emo emo emo....
saddddddd...

ate dinner again...
went to bed early...

yoo broke up with me...
jus because i didnt listen to yoo!?
thts....jus childish...
yoo could have told me...
we dont have to breakup.

but on second thoughts...
maybe we should...
im not the girl
if yoo want someone obedient and listens to yoo...

yoo rather get a dog...
not a gf.



play me a love song

46th post...

i want yoo to get out of my sight,get out of my way,GET OUT OF MY LIFE.

idk.why i feel strange, like i forgot smth important to me...
like im heartbroken, like i hollow inside...
i cant seem to breathe properly...
smth inside of me seems like its broken,missing,hurting...
i cant seem to grasp it.......

oakyys, i havent blogg since TUESDAY...
didnt feel like it...
and oso.....didnt have enough time...

-tuesdayy= thay are JUS SMALL KIDS-
i cant remember wadd in skool...
but after skool..me and PJ went to the KINDERGARTEN again...
fer cip...
there was like tis few girls....
came to me....saying 'iloveyou'
i was like "woah..OOOKKAYYS"
hahahaha...
small kids are weird...
I WONDER WADD THEIR BRAINS ARE MADE UP OFF....
FREAKYY...
i was like thinking...'ihate small kids,thay are weird'
LOL.
gym time?
wasnt tht nice...
sooo tiring!!!
anywayys...nothing much...
size sooo small yet hugelyy annoying... o;
haiz...ENDURE BA..JOEY...);

-wednesdayy= idk wadd happen, forgot-
jus remembered....went fer drama...
watch the skit...
quite good...
nicole mai lesbian partner xDDD,
hahahaha
went hme, blahblahblah...

-thursdayy=i didnt kno meatballs could fly-
saw a flying meatball todayy...
LOL...
PJ tried to cut it into half...
then it flew out frm the plate and rebounded off her shirt..
LMAO...XDDDDD
hahahahahahahaha
ITS WAS SOOOOO FUNNY.
PJ's face was soooooo funnyy!!!!!

then after went drama again...
then went uncle's place...

happyhappy...got mai drama tee today (;(;(;
nicenice.

-fridayy=i wudnt have went, if i knew we had to wait soo long.-
nothing much...
drama...drama....drama...
went to the stage there...
SAW MAI POSTER...BIGBIG ONES O:
quite niice but after the enlarging....can see defaults ):
waited fer our turn..
sooooooooooooooooooo long. o;
HL'S performance was cool...could improve wit tempo.
RW's performance was TOTALLYY AWESOME.
aisha's performance amazing...
xDDD
everyone thumbsupp (:
anyways....after tht wwnt out with parents...
nothing much...

thts all!!!! (;
<3

loves JB!
byes.


the end

justin bieber= baby

baby by justin bieber.

love justin bieber 4ever (;

45TH post. finally its over.. (:

maybe everyone wud be happy if i died.

quite a number of stuff happen todayy.(:
had tests...chinese which confirm fail o;
maths which i have confidence of passing xDD
left early to do sex talk skit...
being director is hard work...
scold here scold there...haiz..
glad tht its finally over...
decided NOT to go oral class...
throat hurts like shit.
feeling reallyy tired oso...
got LOTS of hw to do O;
maths graph...
POA textbook qns...
geography core assignment..
haiz....die! so much sia,

anyways gtg soonn...
sayonara...


theres was a time tht i thot we could b tgt forever...

44th post.

i was doing fiine......
until yoo came along.

long time since last blogg...

lemme start frm where i remember...

-wednesdayy= its time fer me to save money-
cant really rmb wadd happened in skool..
jus knew tht i had gastric sooo bad tht i felt like i could pass out anytime frm it..
gastric and headache...
qimin said i looked pale...but yeah...
hurts alot.
but still....went out with dora,
went to bugis first, to 77th street to get hat fer HL...
then went to city hall > suntec city pei dora look fer her shirt,
went new look...bought shirt oso fer HL...
look fer size and colour very long...
1/2 hr?
went eat ice-cream....
walked to marina square...
then diva....
was thinking on wadd to get fer PJ..
then gossiped here and there,
saaw jean's bro... stood there like statue O;
haha
anyways yeah...
shopped till 5:30pm...
then went hme...
sianz...
spent about 40plus bucks o:

-thursday= happy bday HL! / if headache could kill,,i wud b dead-

HAPPY BIRTHDAYY!!!!!!

dont say i bo xin hor...

anways...nothing much happened...
jus had uber bad headache...took bout 4panadol...
stopped the pain fer a little while...but came back again...
fck it...
pass present to HL...
blahblahblah, nothing much
went bring k2 kids go out playground...
they chase me...i chase them....
really tired but fun...
gastric came back....
sat there watcg teacher teach th students..
listened to music...
5pm....walked back to skool....
wanted to get drama tee.
but cant, ):
anyways saw MY design around skool,, o;
AWESOME...
went roung telling evryone..hahaha
pissed PJ off...hahahaha
anyways 5;45pm went hme...
fried rice to eat... (:

-friday=it was okayys-


tis ish jus sooo nice, love tis vid...
justin bieber rawrs

nothing much....
had family gathering...
talked bout some ghost stories...yeah....
uber funny and scary.
nothing much...

-saturday= felt like i was going to die-
nothing much happen...
except tht i almost pass out in the toilet....
was out with zen and brandon...
they went fer tuition so i waited at coffee bean fer them...
was kinda feeling unwell tht dayy.....

suddenlyy had gastric so bad and felt like puking...
rushed to the toilet...and sat there without moving for like 45mins?
zen and brandon was texting me all the wayy...
didnt want them to skip lesson soooo yeah....waited for them to come...
could barely move...
when thay came...
zen was delibrating whether to carry me...
hes bonkers...no way!
but anyways, thay brought me to don's huse...
took meds...yeah...felt better...
talked bout some stuff...
went hme about 4pm?
yeah...ate dinner with parents..
reallyy nice...
then watched sky high
nothing much la.

-sundayy=$49? kinda worth it-
well nothing much...
went out about 5plus...
went to marina square and suntec...
bought a skinnys frm mango fer $49..
really nice (;
went dinner...
then took tht stupid ID photos.
sucky...
shopped awhile more then went hme...

yeah...thts all....
JUSTIN BIEBER ROCKS.


BYES BYES FER NOWS. (:

43th post. didnt kno it could be so tiring.

if only...........

tired...-.-
nuthing much happened in skool...
got a POA quiz..
totally forgotten everything..
whole mind blank...o:
then todayys...went fer CIP @ PCF with dora...
did frm 3pm to 5pm...
kinda tiring but....reallyy fun.
went gym class wit those k2...they are really cute (:
then went fer their classes...sat there..
taught them...
then went to sharpen the colour pencils..
3whole box...o:
good fer me..hahahaha
went bac skool
bought watermelon...tasted alittle off thou....
but who cares..
then went hme...
watched justin bieber vids..hahaha <3
then nows bloggin.. his never let go mv is really good..
he looks UBER HAWT in it..
love him.
ands he jus sooo nice...
he actually visited cody.. the 3yr old girl who cried...
soooo nice... (:
ioso want him visit me!!!!!!
but the possibility.... ish less then 0.0000000001%
hahahaha

anyways yeah...
gtg.. do hw..
babaii...
cm on laters and update.. (:


loves JUSTIN BIEBER lots and lots
he rocks! (:

42th post. jus shaddup...i dont wanna hear anymore.

did i ever matter to you?

mondayy todayy...
was totallyy drenched as im blogging nows...
hmmms...
nothing much happened todayy...so got nothing to blogg about...
jus had a sexuality talk...
tht ate with da clique...
went fer oral enrichment...
slept fer almost 3/4 of it... >>'''
got lots and lots of hw to do o:
went to meet dora at classroom...
walked to bus stop tgt...
opened da umbrella at first...
but it was kinda only a drizzle, sooo kept it again.
got onto a bus immediately after leaving dora...
got a seat...
yeah....
when reached hse's bus stop....it was raining soooooo heavily...
and i was decidin whether to run or jus take umbrella...
in the end took umbrella...but oso no use ... still got wet >>''

soooo here im blogging....
nothing much nows..
blog laters ba..
tata! <3


maybe i was the onlyy one who cared enough to even try to fix the broken pieces...

loves justin bieber.
muamua. xDD

loves justin bieber

i soooo wanna get his CD!!!!!!
MY WORLD 2.0
xoxoxo

one of his new song...
"pick me"



yeah..thts all...
babaii. (:

JUSTIN BIEBER SO SO SO CUTE!!!
loves him . (:

41th post... dont try. coz i alr kno the outcome.

i dont kno where to go...

do yoo sumtime haf the feeling of jus ending yur life
coz everything is jus a mess...and it difficult to move on...
everything hurts, and yoo jus wanna stop it all...
i do...

haiz,the bad dreams are cming back...
im going to go crazy if someone dont help me nows..
or maybe....i dont wan any help.

-saturday= if i could... i wish i could help in some ways-
my goodness....i went on at 5am...off at 6am...
went to bed...couldnt sleep.
but donno wen....felt asleep...
woke up 8:35am...
dammit...rushed here and there...took 10mins...prepare everyting...
brush teeth, changed, get out of huse...

wasnt late...
went tie hair first, then went to those poor ppl's huses....
took bus there, it was really near HL's huse...
yeah...gave rice and the canned food...
as i listened to th old granny's past, i acted as a translator fer harris...
her past was really sad....

theres jus tooo many things to say..
skipping to the last part...
i jus found out tht actually.... being poor yoo can b happy too...
but man....jus too selfish and greedy...leads to downfall oneday....

went to mac look fer HT and waited fer PJ...
went to the hawker center eat...
then go the library...went to check out some art books...then left first...
went hme...ate again...took bath..settled down to do hw...
left quite alot...but lazy....nver finished...
do it.........nxt time?

watched tv....
then listened to music, imma sooooooooo getting addicted to justin bieber...
HES SOOOOO CUTE...hahaha
anyways yeah...ate dinner...
nothing much

-friday= wadd exactly yoo want frm me?!-

JUS A BAD DAY..fuck it.


fix mai broken heart?

loves justin bieber

40th post...wadeva yoo want...i dont give a damn.

some people are jus plain irritating.
jus shaddup, will you?

haiz. i not letting mai blog die or anything kayys?
stop calling me and asking me whether im okay and why i havent been blogging.
its kinda irritating. its totally getting on mai nerves.
I-M-NOT-SUFFERING-FRM-PMS.
GET IT? so jus keep yur mouth shut.
yoo all kno who yoo are.
yeah...these few days, i hve been busier and tiredier(who cares if tis word exist)and lazier.
didnt really want cm on.
so didnt come on blog.
its THT SIMPLE. not emo-ing or anything...

so yeah...continuing frm tht damn wednesdayy...
-wednesdayy= blame mai stupid mouth-
quiite alot of things happened....
PJ didnt cm skool..yoo are jus trying to kill me slowly.arent yoo?
anyways..sharon was sick during eng lesson. kinda felt sick in the stomach...
so jean and me brought her down to sick bay...
gosh.......she was SO HEAVY...
she 42kg, i 43kg....ands got two ppl support her...dont want...
want lean against me...
her bag and her....ITS REALLY HEAVY....
my backbone felt like it could snap under all the weight...
should haf jus accepted JJ...let him carry her down.
jean said she felt nothing. obivously...im carrying all the weight...>>''
wish i had jus left her lying on the floor...or had jus dragged her to the sickbay. o;
NOT THT MEAN.
anyways at sickbay...
blahblahblah...everyone soooo concern....
she puke and puke...totallyy ewew...
and the smell...woah... it hit me straight in da face,for a sec there.i thot i was going to b sick too.
seriously....
i help hold stupid bin and help hold her hair...gave her tissues wen she needed them...
then jean patted her back....
yeah...she stinked up the whole place....
all thanks to my spearmint sweet..it kept my insides calm and help keep off the smell a little.
not gonna elaborate more....
went back after her mum came fetch her....
geography....needa do core assignment...);
nothing else...i think >>

had drama....adeline put braces liaos...
watch art nites play...
went to bedok look fer parents...
then nothing interestingg........

went on 4plus....didnt haf mood to blog so didnt..

-thursday= maybe i didnt wan to b selected-
wnt to mac wit dora in morn...
ate hotcakes wit sausage....nicenice.
went meet clique...like always...
PJ never cm again...
sharon brought her laptop...sorry and thanks.
coz mainly i took her thumbdrive and oso the songs i wanted are inside,
transferred them during maths period... teacher nver cm.
amyways yeah...went art lesson...
found out tht poster was selected...needed to re-do to landscape...
hand in draft by next day, friday. o:
haiz...

then went POA remedial...
fer that chapter3 test cming up....

then at MRT station saw this SUPER cute, gorgeous guy...
he came sit beside me...took out his psp and play...haha...cutie...
i think hes a model or smth ... reallyy tall... and 99.9% sure mixed blooded...
anyways wadeva... hes JUS A STRANGER...
see him todae...and never again...

-friday= i wanted it, but not tht badly-
PJ finallyy came back...
nuthing much...

passed the poster draft to mrs tan...
needed to do quite afew amends.......
haiz...so busyy

after school
went kindergarten....hear tht principal talk...
TALK ALOT...ears going to drop off...
lots of stuff....mainly irrelevant stuff..
me, HT, dora, PJ... sms-ing all the way...haha

practised the sex talk role with gary...
but wanted everyone to try out...asked kaya to audition...
johanna got role...good for her....
me got roles of arts nite's backstage.... director and kinda in-charge of and stage manager sex talk play...
gosh...watched them act...
helped johanna and yaofeng...
seriously they are really very funny...
i scolded them alot...sorry both tht...

haiz, i tried giving everone a chance... didnt give myself..
thou i dont say...i reallyy wanna go act ON stage...
but nvms...theres a next time...


everywhere hurts...

39th post...

i cant seem to do anything right without yoo.

hmms. iits 4:49am nows.
slept for 3hrs?
3hrs in 3days....
gosh...one day confirm fall sick de,
haiz...had 4periods of art....going die,
seriouslyy...i havent done the proper art piece yet....
DIEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

anyways...yeah.
nothing much happened in skool todayy
having gastric nows...

ohs yeah..
rained...uber cold...
then after skool when dental...
found out its next wk then put on braces...
gosh....metal bands are uncomfortable enough
still nid put braces o:
metal bands seriously damn uncomfortable..
i got 3ulcers liaos. >>''

aiyahs...dont vare lah...
anyways yeah...
thts all
gtg nows..

sayonara <3

another song...
ultimate by lindsay lohan.
niice song too...
sooo enjoyy (:

ultimate



you're the kind of friend
who always bends when i broken
like remember when
you took my heart and put it back together again.

i've been wasting time
with clueless guys
but now its over
let me tell you why
im through
i've met someone new
whos jus like you~

you're it
you're the ultimate
it's automatic
i'm sure of it
no lie
so dont even try
to tell me that you're not the guy
coz i've been waiting all my life
for someone just like you
but you're it
you're the ultimate you

[music plays]

you're the kind of guy
who's hands in mine
send shivers up and down my spine
you took my heart
and put it bac together again

you're the kind of guy
that blows my mind
but nows its my turn
you've been right in front of me
everything i need
why didnt i see

you're it
you're the ultimate
it's automatic
i'm sure of it
no lie
so dont even try
to tell me that you're not the guy
coz i've been waiting all my life
for someone just like you
but you're it
you're the ultimate you

[music plays]

you're it
you're the ultimate
it's automatic
i'm sure of it
no lie
so dont even try
to tell me that you're not the guy

you're it
you're the ultimate
it's automatic
i'm sure of it
no lie
so dont even try
to tell me that you're not the guy
coz i've been waiting all my life
for someone just like you
but you're it
you're the ultimate you

you're it
you're the ultimate you.

-ends-

freaky fridayy- take me away lyrics and video...

was watching freaky friday on sun...
kinda fell in love with tis song...take me away
imma not reallyy sure who sang it..but yeah...
heres the lyrics and the vid. (:

take me away


yeah!
yeah!

get up,
get out
move on, move on
theres no doubt
i'm all wrong, you're right.
it's all the same with you
i'm too thin, too fat
you ask why
so why, so why, so why
so why???

on and on and on and on.
on and on and on
and on~

dont wanna grow up
i wanna get out
hey, take me away.
i wanna shout out
take me away, away, away, away
away~~~~~

round and round,
here we go again
same old start, same old end
turn my head, i turn back again
same old stuff, never ends
do this, do that
cant deal, cant deal with that
i tune, tune out
i've heard it all before.
hello, goodbye
never asking me why,
goodbye, goodbye,
goodbye~

on and on and on and on.
on and on and on
and on~

dont wanna grow up
i wanna get out
hey, take me away.
i wanna shout out
take me away, away, away, away
away~~~~~

[guitar solo]

dont wanna grow up
i wanna get out
hey, take me away.
i wanna shout out
take me away, away, away, away
away~~~~~ (2times)

round and round,
here we go again
same old start, same old end
turn my head, i turn back again
same old stuff never ends.

-end-

38th post. broke, ):

wud i regret?

haiz....i seriouslyy.
BROKE
haiz...still needa buyy bdayy gift...);
got HL,PJ,brandon, i think still got more... o:
time to save moneyy liaos. :/
well...todayy nothing much happen lorhs
first dayy start skool...
LATE...):
waited fer HL go skool tgt coz late liaos...
so might as well late tgt lohs..haha
go skool alr 7:50am liaos...
HL got in-house suspension...):
too bad fer him...
anyways yeah..walk bac class...
gave yellow paper luckyy never get scolded...
i was like onlyy girl in whole class of guyys..lol.
anyways yeah..mr lee bac...drama peeps bac...haha..everyone bac (:
nothing much happened afterwards.
jus tht mr kee never cm..
went eat mac wit sharon coz she needed buyy solution for contacts...
soo yeah...ate tht fer lunch...uber full...
shouldnt eat...waste moneyy oso.
then after tht got oral enrichment...
went buyy sweets wit PJ...
then went hme...

-6:14pm-
web-caming wit PJ....
most likelyy not sleeping tonites liaos...
sooo yeah..
update tonite (:
babaii

-currently 2:27am-
not sleeping...(:
thou tiredd...
got lots of thing havent do yet...
omgomg...got braces to do laters o;
very scared!!!
haiz..2yrs lehs...
anyways, yeah...
talking to HL on msn...
then wait for PJ...
gonna go skool earlyy todae..(:
so...babaii peeps. [waveswaves]


yur notes came crushing down on me.

37th post....

forever friends??? it doesnt exist...
but i wish so...

haiz,its like 2:43am nows...
talking to harris and HL....
got reminded to do POA and maths...
but..maths...donno how do...):
try and try...still cant do...
POA laters barhs..):

lets talk bout last 3dayys...

-fridayy-
rain...made me sleepyy...
sooo yeah went to sleepp...
didnt come on blogg
nothing much...

-saturdayy-
stayyed at hme...
whole dayy and rot....
but got studyy alittle larhs...(:

-sundayy-
evening then go out..
went vivo...
walk round...looking fer domo..>>''
in the end.....
found nuthing...):
but some cutecute stuff...
was thinking of getting necklace...
haiz....
10more days...
end of 10th dayy...i dead liaos..
PJ'S still easyy....
guys??? so difficult ):
pathetic...
but change of plans liaos...
haiz...):
cramps and gastric...killing me ):
hurts like shit...

i seriouslyy want sunflower ):
i see ppl buyying it everywhere...
its sooo nicee...
whys cant they buyy sumthing else other then sunflower???
of all flowers...must b mai fave flowers ):
who buyy fer me??? ): ):

haiz nvms larhs...

-currently @ 3:04am-
still talking to HL and harris..
not intending to sleep tonight (:
anywayys yeah...both of them are kinga great in their own wayy..
reallyy two funny cute guyys... hahaha
great friends la...

used to have lots of arguments with sum of them...):
but actually...after knowing almost everyone in class...
they are actuallyy great friends and peeps...
2yrs tgt? will have alot of fun! (;
kayykays..
donedone..
babaii..
muamua. <3
love yoo guyys...f3-5 rawrs.! (:


i thot i was readyy to let go of the past..
but im greatly mistaken...

36th post...

why do yoo even bother to make promises wen yoo dont even keep them?!

..its like 10am nows..
jus came back frm kembangan...
went to get something[money] frm amelia...
after got the moneyy went mac eat first...
then went hme...
yeah...reallyy bored sooo decided to blogg..
haiz...left 2more dayys to back-to-skool....
heard tht timetables going to change...
change to all the dayys all 2:10pm finish...
but yoo kno wadd? its earlyy coz dey wanna keep the other part of the dayy fer...........REMEDIAL....
gosh...i sooo dead lorhs ):

kaykayys...update laters at night..
signing off...

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60 things most girls dont know
guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them!
(oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 6 guys..you're a HOE)

--"Hey,are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?"~two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.

--Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep,they always think about the girl they truly care about.

--Before they call,guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses,but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.

--Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

--Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

--Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

--A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

--Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

--Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.

--Guys get jealous easily.

--Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

--Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

--Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

--Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.

--Girls are guys' weaknesses.

--Guys are very open about themselves.

--It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.

--Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

--If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

--A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

--Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

--Guys will brag about anything.

--Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful.If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot.

--No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.

--Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

--Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

--Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

--Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.

--Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.

--Try to be as straightforward as possible.

--If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.


--If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

--When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

--When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

--Guys don't really have final decisions.

--If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

--If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

--When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

--When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

--Guys like femininity not feebleness.

--Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

--A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

--Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

--Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.

--Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

--Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

--If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.

--Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

--A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

--No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

--Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us.

--We don't like girls who are too skinny.

--We love it when girls talk about there boobs.

--Always make sure you know what kind of stuff your getting into before making out with a guy ...like wheather it's a one time deal or not ....

--Believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to talk to..it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticable tell them about yours...

--When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually

--Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs..

--Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts...

--Guys will test the waters to see how far they can get with you. Even if he doesn't intend to it will happen. Know how far it is you want to let him go and he will respect that...after you let him know a couple times.

--When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

uhmmmms...i didnt invent tis...
i thot it was kinda cool so
i took it frm mai friend xDDDD

wat a boyfriend should do...

•Grab her neck when you kiss her,it's a real turn on.Not her butt/boobs.
•Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.
•When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go then kiss her
•When she says she's ok dont believe it talk with her
•Never cheat on her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
•Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
•Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
•Treat her like a person and not something to show off for
•Tease her and let her tease you back.
•Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
•Watch her favorite movie with her.
•TRUST HER WITH HER GUY FRIENDS
•Let her wear your clothes.
•When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.
•Let her know she's important.
•Kiss her in the pouring rain.
•When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;
"Who's ass am I kicking babe?"

yeah thts all....

sumthing reallyy randomm...

17 signs you like someone
tis is how u know u like/love some1.


SEVENTEEN:
you look at their profile constantly.

SIXTEEN:
wen you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up,you still miss tem even wen it was jus two minutes ago.

FIFTEEN:
you read their texts over and over again.

FOURTEEN:
you walk really slow when you're with them.

THIRTEEN:
you feel shy whenever they're around.

ELEVEN:
wen you think about them,yur heart beats faster but slower at the same time.

TEN:
you smile when you hear their voice.

NINE:
wen you look at them,you can't see the other people around you,you jus see him/her.

EIGHT:
you start listening to slow songs while thinkin bout them.

SEVEN:
they're all you think about.

SIX:
you get high jus from their scent.

FIVE:
you realize you're always smilin wen you're looking at them.

FOUR:
you would do anything for them,jus to see them.

THREE:
while reading tis,there was one person on yur mind tis whole time.

TWO:
you were so busy thinkin bout tht person,you didnt notice number twelve was missin

ONE:
you jus scrolled up to check & are now silently laughin at yourself.


NOW MAKE A WISH. YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO.......

*And something good will happen to you tomorrow

35th post...

if onlyy yoo were there instead...

interestingg dayy todae (:
in morning,9am...
went downstairs to meet dora,PJ,jean to go swimming and....playy water xDDD
had lots of fun!!!! love yoo all....soryy randomm (:
swim till 10plus...
went back upstairs to take bath...went fer dental appointment...
ate lunch wit daddyy...so earlyy lorhs...
then was suppose to go out with dora..
but she sayy tired sooo didnt...):
amelia suddenlyy call me ask me if can come out...
go meet at tamppines..
then i okayy-ed...went there..waited there fer 20mins,sitting alone...then she call me and cancel our meeting...haiz
sat there alone...emo-ed, play with fone game...
was callin somebody whether free merhs..
half emo-ing lorhs...
peckhan and harris at pulau ubin O:
ceecee dont want go out...lazy pig..
zen not in SG
the rest didnt bother to call...
call until 12:45pm...
HL replyy mai msg...blahblahblah...
after heard,ppl cancel on me..he ask me whether wanna go city hall...
i okayy-ed went there....waited another 20mins...
he came...he cut hairs liaos..front uglyy...back niice..lol?
then we walked to marina square...to the arcade...
met his friends...
was loooking at them dance...playing paraparapara...
got tis guy...he was..uhm...great? hahaha..NOT being sarcastic here...
then sit there fer about 2hrs? but watching dem was enternaining enough (;
then went long john sliver...didnt want to eat...talked to HL while waitin fer his friends to eat finish...
wanted to walk to bugis de...but in the end,raining..soooo didnt...
btws its not boring following yoo lorhs...
quite funn...ands as long got someone pei can liaos....:/
amelia sms-ed me again...meet same place...
walk wit HL and his friends...
they alighted at bugis...then me tampines...
i waited fer her fer like 30mins...then she call me...
ands cancel on me AGAIN DDDX wth.................
sat there alone again...
fer total 3hrs...can rot alr..):
wait fer parents come....they keep saying comingcoming...in the end still need wait fer them 1hr....nothing to do...then emo there...msging peeps...all never reply de):

yoo left me all alone...and yoo thot i could move on, jus like nothing happened...yoo thot it was easy...yoo thot i didnt love yoo alr...yoo thot.....

haiz...finally they came...everyone was like staring at me as i walk to the car like "wah,tis girl wait here sooo long,finally go alr ahas"
went eat...then went hme...

i kno its reallyy boring to read bloggs wit no picts...will try to upload picts nezt wk (:

went on at 4am...msn-ed with ppl...blogg yeah,here i am...
realyy tired alr...going off soon, gtg read HL's blogg and comment...
btws really thanks fer pei-ing me...<3
if yoo are reading..(:

haiz....got a few qns...
1)wadd yoo prefer mac? kfc? burger king? pizza? long john sliver? others?
2)is ther other things then domo tht yoo want?
3)wadds yur fave colour? pink rites?
4)do yoo like chocolate?
5)do yoo prefer a big celebration? or jus a few friends gathering?
6)do yoo want cake smashing,throwing of 'stuff' like whipped cream,etc,etc
7)will yoo mind 6)?
8)wheres yur fave place?
9)do yoo want present or money?
10)wud yoo rather spend the dayy playying arcade or jus sitting down and talk...

okayys,tht all...answer dem ALL...tmr...kayys?

omgomg....i havent done maths...
DIEEEE...seriously...O;
hehe...

hmmms...to tell yoo the truth...
i reallyy dont kno wadd to say...i cant ask yoo to stop thinking of her...
im not expecting yoo to move on..even if i say soo...
im jus a insignicant object in yur life tht will jus be there todayy and not tmr...
but i really hope tht yoo should reallyy move on soon...thts jus wadd i think...
then....for yur final words...
ican only say tht life is full of lies...and all man is selfish,they onlyy think bout themselves...
theres nothing called forever...i jus realisedit.....
soo yeah... nothing else...i think?jus cheer up?

lastly, todayy, HT is back frm m'sia (: and the drama peeps are bac frm hongkong...hope dey had fun, cant wait to hear about the trip (:


thers a time tht one of us have to leave...
i didnt expect it to b so soon..