remembering and regretting....

theres alot of things that happened in life...good stuff bad stuff...
some stuff are worth remembering some are not...
there are manyy things that i regret in life...manyy things i want to jus turn bac time and redo....
but i cant.....sooo i jus haf to bear wit it and get on wit life...

i used to b in ballet class,

but soon had no interest..and i quit....

started piano lessons...when on fer 2yrs...
but in the end quit too... ):


joined the guzheng ensemble....

quit............

was in the pottery class fer alittle while...
then quit again...and join the skool choir..

tis...i didnt regret...

well.......nows...tht im sec3...in drama fer 3yrs alr......i never regretted....

the awesomeness peeps i ever known (:

wanna go learn street dance or sumthing...but yea, concentrate on studies and drama first.......

the end

26th post...):

still so saddd ):

well jus came bac....sooo decided to do alittle blogging...
startin frm.........FRIDAYY (:

-fridayy-
haiz..ran to skool...coz auntie go close the back gate ):
then almost tripped over wire.....heng never....>>'
went for biology after that....watched the body world's video....kinda disgusting,kinda cool (: but halfwayy thru, fell asleep...zzz right till the end :x
had no PE...PJ's wish came thru! (: she was hoping no PE...then dont haf...
well,i was quite happy too,was feelin kinda sick and dizzy...was having bad headahce too...so yeah...but in the end...me and PJ talked over some stuff so didnt rest...

then nothing, nothing....

afetr dismissed, the clique hanged out in class...then went eat lunch...me and PJ left first, go MPR, slacked...very looongggg...fmr 2.30 to 4.30pm...did alittle chem hw...then gary ask why i emo....):
talktalk wit him and PJ then went old chang kee buy chicken wing...nicenice :P
went bac to skool...slacked a little more..played 'heart attack' and a slapping game which turned all hands red..>>'' took alot of random picts...then talked with harris...while waiting fer time to pass...5.45pm saw his car then wanted to rush out...but PJ soo slow, so i stood in middle of carpark ask her hurryy..didnt see car behind me =.='' then PJ shouted at me..and when i turned around i saw Mrs ho's face...OMGOMG...hope i dont get scolded...):

fetched PJ to MRT station, then went fetch mum...went to the centraleat dinner..then my dad go his company's banquet...soo me,mum and sister go shopshop..took some photos. (:
went hme about 9.16...packed mai haversack...fer lik 1hr, took bath then on mai laptop..to wait fer HL go on...but mai dad came and scold me ); saying next dayy nid wke early so must sleep earlyy...
SOOOO SORRIES HL...NEVER GO ON...MADE YOO WAIT ): SORRYSORRYSORRY...
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-SATURDAY-

woke upp at 6.30am........bath fer half hr....wore tis lily shirt, grey vest and light blue denim skinnys...packed stuff, books and all....till about 7.20am...7.36am left the huse...reached MS custom at 8.20am....meet all mia relatives....aunties,uncles,cousins,nieces...9am,went eat dimsum...quite niice..but kinda had no appeitide...
went to jusco shopped....haiz, tried on tis black skinnys..VERY NICE, but not reallyy fitting...kinda loose jus at the thighs ): so didnt get it...it wa slik size2 alr..smallest lehs..saddd ): furthermore, only RM116..cheapcheap..about SG$50plus? nvms..): go bac SG then buyy...shopped around till 12.30pm...bought chewing gum (: then off we go to kukup...the drive was soooo long...about 1and half hr.); was awke fer first half hr,but asleep in next hr...awoke jus as we were reaching...
walked to the 'chalet' with haversack and books...ots was kinda like a big bungalow,2stories...6rms...each have each own toilet (:
started by playing on iphone(cousin's) ate lunch...was really sumptous...had crabs(: then ate prawn crackers while doing POA hw..do SOOO LONG...missed out the funfun stuff ); nvms....well the older peeps sand karaoke, played cards and manjong...cousins and nieces played with PSPs, table tennis and...........had a pillow fight..which they didnt forget me....haiz..got smacked by a uber big pillow...
ate seafoog bbq dinner...[sambal stinkray, bbq chicken wiings, crabs, prawns,etc,etc] the went bac to the chalet rm...played wit the mikes.(: then cousin was doing beat-boxing.lol..watched titanic..sooooo nice...I LOVE THE SHOW...then went put lanterns..those hugehuge ones...those that yoo can write yur wishes on it then put up into the skyy.it was kinda like the mini-hot air balloon...then went to play firecrackers and fireworks....funfun..SOOO AWESOME,COOL,PRETTY,NOISY,UNDESCRIBABLE...afeter finished everything...went bac rm, packed stuff,played texas poker,bathe and went arron's rm, was the only girl there....got 4guys, sooo alittle awkward fer me...there was like 3king sized bed joined tgt...so 5of us squeezed there laying PSP...i was like sandwiched in the middle lorrs..): then benedict and gavin tau pork me...SOOO HEAVYY,HURTS TOO...lucky aaron didnt..if not i wud alr b a human prata lele.><"

well sleeping time was nice...got 3king-sized bed joined tgt fer me to roll here and there..(:
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-sunday-

second dayy at kukup (: didnt reallyy sleep...it was SOOOO COLD...i was sleeping like directly under the air con...freezing cold..well, kukup is kinda like a swampy area so got alot of mudskipper..ewew ><"" saw 4dead 'catfish' when low tide...i was like staring at a reallyy decomposed catfish O.o couldnt keep me eyes of it >>''
well, then my cousin went fishing...wait VERY long sia...still no fish...haiz..nvms..nothing qoes right...): went to play table tennis...got hit by the ball....): but not pain la.. haha xD
there was tis gangster guy....sitting infront of me...he was quite goood-looking,about same age...but he got burn on his arms and legs...so poor thing..haiz..sadd fer him..): then went boating...see pufferfish..so cute lorrs.saw alot of fishes and stuff...
came back....took bath...packed...got ready to leave..
went to restaurant..eat seafood AGAIN..haha...but niicenice. (:
left....slept thru the about 3hrs ride hme...reached hme at about 6pm........
watched TV...then 7.45pm went aljunied eat dinner...then went NTUC....then MRT to top up card....then went hme....watched happy feet very cute ^^ and nice...(:
well....tmr got to go hospital..fer doctor's appointment...[yawns] so tired alr...

well...will upload picts soon, slow uploading coz nver bring fone so wud b upload thru cousin's cam...kayys?


why bother making promises...
when yoo dont keep them?!

25th post... so sleepyy.. zzzz

dont ask me anymore....mai answer will still b the same...

well...sadsadd dayy fer me todayy...idk why too ):
i think partially was because i trying to really concentrate to mi studied nows...so look very serious....the other part........i dont realy kno..):

well nothing much happened....
i was like listening to mrs tan scold Praveen bout his sloppy art piece and bout not putting his heart into doing it....den i looked at mine...ITS SOOOO UGLY....then i was like frowning and told mrs tan..."i put mai heart and soul inside..and it became like tis" ): haiz... kinda feel like dropping art sia...Dx
then i went to home economics rm, to fiind PJ..i help wit the packing and cleaning upp and then tried the chick peas...got 3bowls.. 1:raw 2:cooked fer awhile 3:cooked for half hr....i didnt kno 1st bowl was raw and i popped 1 in mai mouth...SOOOO DISTUSTING! lol... ): pathetic...2 and 3 taste the same thou..>>''
then we went fer POA remedial...studystudystudy....got scolded alittle fer making to much noise...): then me follow PJ rush bac.....coz she nid go out wit family eat seafood...so good. i oso want!
i went Tampines again....go uncle's huse....
then mai stupid cousin keep disturbing me....>>" ask me do tis do that, i sit on the table want to stuudy, she keep askinng me qns and talking bout wadd happened in skool.asking me to play wit her... omg......annoying...=.=''
ate dinner, went hme....sms-ed PJ and HL on the wayy..both reply so slow...>>"
yeah....nothing else...


tmr goin bro's huse (; hope i haf fun there...ands weekends imma goin MALAYSIA!!! (: yipee!!!
haiz...........still sadddd thou.. ):


time to buck upp.

24th posts.... sianz........

should i??????????

nothing much happened..):
got scolded by tis random girl named denise.
it was like WTF.....i got snatch her bf mehs??? o.o
then laterrs on....i found out it was actually she liking HL....
like him then tell him lars..why me??? its PATHETIC..):
then we had tis big arguement...PJ, me and her...lol.
jus so........immature.>>''

okayys.......lets start frm tuesday....
nothing much happened in skool......
still ignoring each other,haiz....):):):
after skool, waited fer innkee and peck han to finish POA hw...
SO LONG SIA!
then i went to meet upp wit the clique...(:
then we went around looking fer a childcare tht allows us to do CIP work....
ands........after 3childcares centres,
we found one!!!!!!!! (:
the children there all soooo cute.....xoxoxo
still nid write resume....>>" mayybee laterrs (:

then we[PJ,dora,me] went PARKWAY PARADE....
pass thru roxy square.....me tried look fer ghost...but dont have....good (:
then while walkin to popular this quite cute guy stopped us..asked us if we wanted to donate $10.....he like 'beg' us to buy....i felt so embarrased....then we kept staring at each others faces..it was so awkward....then priya said "its okayy,sorry bout it" then we walked away laughin..lol.on the wayy to popular got see quite alot of westerners....then got one group upstairs...andddds, one of then ish cute! xD.
then at popular dora bought her stuff and all....
wen cming bac..another guy came up to us and ask us again to donate..
i was like...wth..."no thanks!" and walked awayy..
then we went bac...):
reach hme...then blahblahblah...
usual stuff...):

i forgot bring home mai maths file!!!!!!!!!
OMG....HOW DO HW???!!!! argh!

-wednesday-
nothing much happened lars...
me and HL started talking together again (: goodgood.
POA teacher not around...but gave us work...
so whole period was doing....
but not enough time....
tmr then hand in ):
after skool stayed in class to finish english compo....
then went out wit PJ,dora,HT to bugis buyy earrings (:
i bought 1pair. red ones...
will upload the picts.but i found out i should hav gotten the white and black ones...):
next time lars....mayybe next wk lorrs.
but i have like 10pairs alr...or even more...
then we went separate wayys....i went MRT...went to Tampines...(:
then went to uncle's huse....
nothing much alr...ate dinner at his place..came hme...watched TV...
then mai ear started bleeding..got picts..hahaha
then nothing lors.

tmr nid....
bring ART stuff..
hand in POA corrections..
hand in maths.
do POA qns 9 and 10...

yeah..thts all...(:

uploaded tis fer priya.....(:
herehere...


bored..

23rd post ):

LOTS AND LOTS OF HOMEWORK!!!!!
todayy must study like siao lohs...>.<"

haiz..todayy another saddsadd dayy... ):
failed mai POA test.....i really had not enough time...i nid like at least half hr lohs Dx.
but yeah.....disappointed mr lee...): sadddd...tmr nid do retest...MUST PASS!!
tmr still got chemistry test..haiz...must study tonights....
then got alot of homework..i kinda behind time le.....
cming weekends still going m'sia wit parents....NO TIME NO TIME..
i laterrs nid DO:
1)BIOLOGY COVER PAGE.
2)MATHS WORKSHEET.....OMGOMG I FORGOT BRING HME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
3)ENGLISH D.I.E. COMPREHENSION
4)SOCIAL STUDIES MIND MAP.
5)POA QNS 8....
6)STUDY FER POA AND CHEMISTRY TEST TMR....
7)ART...
8)STUDY FER MATHS TEST ON WED.

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG...........sooooo much sia...DIE LELE...)x
im drowning in homework!!!
mus start soon....laterrs barhs...
blogg first...sianz...

todayy nothingg much happened in skool...jus made ms lau veryveryy angry...not me...clement...haiz....dan chemistry was funny!!! hahahahah......
but stilll veryy saddddd...we still not talking ):
after tht.....got english enrichment....which i slept thru ><'

got to go do hw nows.....baibaii.muamua.


please give me more time to think about it...

22th post.

take mai heart.....
but please dont break it

haiz....im SOSOSO bored.....todayy is a boring day...
i woke upp like 10.30am...then went out wit parents to eat breakfast....
came back hme, did some hw....ands was doodling until mai mum came in and scoldd me fer not being focus.....haiz.):
at 12pm, heather jiejie came mai huse and brought me out (: then we went nathan huse eat yusheng....again.....
rushed to woodlands, go cousin debbie huse...ate a little then mai dad asked me if i want play cards...he sudsides me xDDDD OF COURSE.....I WUD B MAD IF I DECLINE...lol.yeah..i won....then mai cousinS pulled me into the rm to play texus poker....won again....but we didnt use money........benben's mum dont allow.....sooo we use m&n those that lose have to eat the no of choco we bet.......i've got 75choco to eat.....and i ate dem...ands nows....i got sore throat....):

after that we went zhongxian's huse....we ate dinner....CURRY!!!!! quie nice la...(: then i was watching mission impossible 3 admiring tom cruise.....then mai cousin pulled me into the rm again.....DO YOO NOE HOW DIFFICULT IT IS WNE IM THE ONLY GIRL???O.O lol. played poker cards again....a game called cheat/bluff....quite fun.but i lose...):):): saddddddd.

im sooo sad.yoo kno...idk whys..): haiz..
well.....drove da yi hme dan wne hme too...
the drive was long......about 25mins....i was i sitting alone rite at the bac emo-ing...so sadd so sadd....): thinking bout some weird stuff....>>''
well...wen we reached hme....i continue watching mission impossible..tom cruise is reallyy handsomme...but compare tom cruise and brad pitt..who??...then 9.30pm i went bath....10.45pm lie on the bed reading the da vinci code using torchlight......><'' fell asleep..

woke upp at 2am.....roll around the bed, played wit torchlight ): then at 3am, on the laptop.........4am. PJ came on....talked to herr on msn...asked her whos hotter...bad or tom....she saud....TOM!! same ans as me....









actually both oso hot la....
sians..im bored again....
well thts all.......


it hurts to feel alone.....

21th post...

can i forgive yoo?

well today...did some visiting and alot of homework...>>''
i started at 11.30am.....started with chemistry ws...
then went took bath....
then came bac fer POA filing....then did POA homework...
soooo difficult lehs.....
mai cousins came....then arron LEE helped me wit POA XDDD THANKS!
but still do sooo long lehs...
finish at like 5pm...

.then went his huse...

eat yusheng..ahahahaha.niice.
then i played on his macbook a bit...
then we played texas poker xDD
won....lose.....>>''

actually nothing much to say.....
sianz.......
uhmmms. im still considering..kayys.dont b mistaken...

THE END.

some randomness xDD

some random picts i was taking in skool....(:
some are funny!!! hahahaha. :D


























IN CLASS..


during drama xDD




IN THE toilet xDD

i haf no comments for all tis picts. xDD


DONEDONE^^ love yoo all lots!

outing wit cousin xDDD

tht time the outing wit mai cousin....jasmine.(:
went bugis...iluma..
go eat mud pie xDDD nicenice.


mai cousin!!! prettypretty. (:


mud pie!!!! nice nice.xDD


SAME THING....(:


BIGBIG SUNFLOWER!!!!! SOSOSOS NIICE..


the wall the iluma xDD

yeah..thts all.. (:

20th post

fakings,pretence,lies...trying to stop dem all.....
sorry fer everything i have even done...

oookayys...well.sososo long since i blog....haiz..
no time lars....): have been vy tired these dayys.idk whys....;o

anyways lemme start frm wednesday...
sianz got friggin caught for skirt again....>.<''' hariyati call mai mum lehs.... say i fold skirt fold until veryvery short....WHERE GOT O.O.. but yeah intendin to wear mai skirt longlong frm nows on...be good girl...haha=D

miss yeo never come,than last two periods release early.soso happy xDD release at 2.40pm~ (: hehe.soooo sad....we still showing cold shoulder to each other...;( wen will it stop???

ohyas.....ands mr lee was sooooo fierce today coz some ppl nvr hand in hw..i did lar.haha. i was like scolding dem then scold us.....sooo scary. wen hes good and nice hes uber niice but wen he fierce and not niice...hes scary, and thts only like level5 he told us....if higher levels we wud see things flying lele >>'' I DONT WANT SEE THAT PART!!! but his anger subside vy fast! next moment okays le..lol xDD

today was kinda funfun fer me too..hahahaha...lots of funnyfunny stuff...made me laugh like sosososo much.all PJ's fault xDD its was like her accidents day...lol.
bang here bang there....first trip at stairs fell on....butt i think..her face..WAS-SO-HILAROUS.rofl...then she bang into dustbin.LOL. i feel sooo bad writing about her like tht...but its mai blogg..hahaha. well then after skool we wen to mac..on the way there PJ almost bang into tis uncle riding bicycle...then the uncle gib her black look...wth...she nvr see him mar..no mouth say excuse me ahas. jus stay there and stare...>>'' haiz ==" thens soon after she band into small pri skool girl...haiz..PJ aha...reached nac..i bought choco sundae...nice nice..:d love it...:)then HT drop spoon, PJA dropped dropped spoon too...then idk wadd really happened...PJ was talking bout connies' corn...then she was lughing then the ice cream drip on the thigh...hahahaha...HT said looked like cum....lol.>>'' but the position was funny... idk how explain...but yeah, went guardian, PJ and HT bought face masks..then we go watson seesee...about 5pm..pei priya to MRT station...then went hme....




mai empty cup ):


HT's mcflurry (: nicenice.


PJ's and mine.. :D

then during lunch period....we were staring at jeanette while zhaoxuan helped plait her head....JEANETTE SOSO PRETTY ;D...then we were like taking random picts in the toilet >>"....




jeanette pretty pretty..(:




random pixts (:

ohohoh,
jeanette brought her doll to skool..its likke the uber ex ones...$$$$$$$$$$$
very pretty too...but kinda scary :x





I WAN GO WATCH PERCY JACKSON AND THE LIGHTNING THIEF!!!! WHO PEI ME???
VALENTINES' DAY LOOK GOOD TOO.....I WANT WATCH BOTH... IN OUR BIMBOS' OUTING!! >.<''
CANT WAIT HAHA...
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-thursday-

nothing much happened today....
really boring....): still loggerhead wit each other....>.<'' saddd..
anyways yeah..innkee fell sick..wen hme during arts lesson, hope he get well soon (:

after art...we had poa class...at MPR....sianz....got test..think imma gonna fail...then abit of lesson...Pj said tis sec2 guy hot...idk lar..
then me and her go old chang kee...then i follow her to her huse then took MRT to uncle's huse....nothing much today.....

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-friday-


L.O.V.E

nothing much too...
had PE...did the PTF 5station...standing broad jump pleased me most xDDDDD 194cm...
but HT FELL DOWN!!! soso saddd.
half her face......got injury.so saddd....mr koh fault, put tht stupid stick there...
then she trip over.....):

well,after skool hanged out wit the clique...
then PJ went mai huse actually wan work out de...
but cant no outsiders ant use the gym..fuck...
she came mai huse talk to her about some stuff...
hart-to-hart talk..yoo can say..
well she went hme at 4plus....i went bath....then talk to her ands some others on msn...♥
then i as like making weird face at the webcam...haha, funnyfunny..
xDDD

the end...
hope we patch upp soon.);

*will cm on tmr to upload all picts..update all bloggs wit picts (: