50th post....im losing mai insanity...

im reallyy losing it...

im reallyy glad almost everthing ish fiine nows...
the clique....seems more like a clique nows...
PJ and dora....are good with each other nows...
at least mai wish came true...
prayer was answered...
yeah.....
i kno blme ish put on me,
mai fault tht i 'brought' her in
mai fault fer being to friendlyy
mai fault fer starting to talk to her at the first place...
mai fault let her to close to us....
all of these are mai fault...
causing all these displeasure....
the friendship once sooo close to almost break apart...

IM REALLY REALLY SORRY FOR EVERYTHING...

yeah, wadd a certain person say was right,
i was to blame fer tis incident...

anyways yeah...i got nothing to sayy alr....
sooo...lemme continue bout wadd happen on fridayy......

-fridayy=drinks and cigerettes numb the pain, but not for long/the combi sucks-
[2am]
came hme....
parents thot i was with cousins,
but no....i wasnt....
went clake quay...
with couple of friends.....
drank almost 3/4 bott of red wine...
and 4cans beer....
combination of both?
sucks big time...
smoke liike total 7cigerettes?

jus trying to waste mai life awayy

yeah,
left them soon after....
wanted to be alone...
got these few peeps kept following me...
recognize one of them as mai friend's friend...
damn the person...
tell tales on me...
made me get scolded by mi bro...
ASSHOLES..

sat alone...
fer 2hrs plus?
anyways...got hme bout 1am and 2am?
xavier sent me hme...
luckyy mum was asleep alr...
took a quick hot bath..
felt like shit....
went to bath...
head hurts...
whole body hurts....
woke upp again...
puke thrice...
felt like crap....
never felt sooooo bad b4..
head gonna explode...
felt like jus killing myself...
yeah..
went back to bed...
slept till next dayy...
woke up at like 3pm? (:

-saturdayy=GO AWAY-
headache fer whole dayy....
tried to do revision and hw...
yeah....
nothing much...
watch tv laters on...
watch cheaper by a dozen
TAYLOR LAUTNER sooooooo cute....
hahahahaha
he was inside (:
<3
anyways funnny show...

-sundayy=nothin much-
tiredd....
went out with mum at 2plus?
nothing much....
bought alot of stuff...
yeah.....
nothing interesting...

HAPPY BIRTHDAYY PJ!!!!!!!!
sorry bout the cake.):

-mondayy=i really losing mai insanity! wadd was i thinking bout?!-
birthdayy bash PJ...
saw her specs fly...
felt her boob (;
saw muffin fly
swung a knife.
tried to cut cake into 38pieces o:
haiz...
funnyy things happened todayy (;
dora and QH smash muffin into PJ...ahahahahah
funny scenes...
PJ's face uber funnyy...
hope they dont do tht to me.O;
anyways yeah...
left alone first..
let PJ and dora have some catching up time,to talk....
went hme....
fer some reason...
idk wadd got into me...
i jus lose mai temper and push the glass table..
it drop to the floor and BROKE..
into miliions of pieces....
i was shocked...
kinda dont reallyy care...
thou i kno i confirm die tonite...
haiz....
will take somes picts...
broken glass pieces...