41th post... dont try. coz i alr kno the outcome.

i dont kno where to go...

do yoo sumtime haf the feeling of jus ending yur life
coz everything is jus a mess...and it difficult to move on...
everything hurts, and yoo jus wanna stop it all...
i do...

haiz,the bad dreams are cming back...
im going to go crazy if someone dont help me nows..
or maybe....i dont wan any help.

-saturday= if i could... i wish i could help in some ways-
my goodness....i went on at 5am...off at 6am...
went to bed...couldnt sleep.
but donno wen....felt asleep...
woke up 8:35am...
dammit...rushed here and there...took 10mins...prepare everyting...
brush teeth, changed, get out of huse...

wasnt late...
went tie hair first, then went to those poor ppl's huses....
took bus there, it was really near HL's huse...
yeah...gave rice and the canned food...
as i listened to th old granny's past, i acted as a translator fer harris...
her past was really sad....

theres jus tooo many things to say..
skipping to the last part...
i jus found out tht actually.... being poor yoo can b happy too...
but man....jus too selfish and greedy...leads to downfall oneday....

went to mac look fer HT and waited fer PJ...
went to the hawker center eat...
then go the library...went to check out some art books...then left first...
went hme...ate again...took bath..settled down to do hw...
left quite alot...but lazy....nver finished...
do it.........nxt time?

watched tv....
then listened to music, imma sooooooooo getting addicted to justin bieber...
HES SOOOOO CUTE...hahaha
anyways yeah...ate dinner...
nothing much

-friday= wadd exactly yoo want frm me?!-

JUS A BAD DAY..fuck it.


fix mai broken heart?

loves justin bieber