35th post...

if onlyy yoo were there instead...

interestingg dayy todae (:
in morning,9am...
went downstairs to meet dora,PJ,jean to go swimming and....playy water xDDD
had lots of fun!!!! love yoo all....soryy randomm (:
swim till 10plus...
went back upstairs to take bath...went fer dental appointment...
ate lunch wit daddyy...so earlyy lorhs...
then was suppose to go out with dora..
but she sayy tired sooo didnt...):
amelia suddenlyy call me ask me if can come out...
go meet at tamppines..
then i okayy-ed...went there..waited there fer 20mins,sitting alone...then she call me and cancel our meeting...haiz
sat there alone...emo-ed, play with fone game...
was callin somebody whether free merhs..
half emo-ing lorhs...
peckhan and harris at pulau ubin O:
ceecee dont want go out...lazy pig..
zen not in SG
the rest didnt bother to call...
call until 12:45pm...
HL replyy mai msg...blahblahblah...
after heard,ppl cancel on me..he ask me whether wanna go city hall...
i okayy-ed went there....waited another 20mins...
he came...he cut hairs liaos..front uglyy...back niice..lol?
then we walked to marina square...to the arcade...
met his friends...
was loooking at them dance...playing paraparapara...
got tis guy...he was..uhm...great? hahaha..NOT being sarcastic here...
then sit there fer about 2hrs? but watching dem was enternaining enough (;
then went long john sliver...didnt want to eat...talked to HL while waitin fer his friends to eat finish...
wanted to walk to bugis de...but in the end,raining..soooo didnt...
btws its not boring following yoo lorhs...
quite funn...ands as long got someone pei can liaos....:/
amelia sms-ed me again...meet same place...
walk wit HL and his friends...
they alighted at bugis...then me tampines...
i waited fer her fer like 30mins...then she call me...
ands cancel on me AGAIN DDDX wth.................
sat there alone again...
fer total 3hrs...can rot alr..):
wait fer parents come....they keep saying comingcoming...in the end still need wait fer them 1hr....nothing to do...then emo there...msging peeps...all never reply de):

yoo left me all alone...and yoo thot i could move on, jus like nothing happened...yoo thot it was easy...yoo thot i didnt love yoo alr...yoo thot.....

haiz...finally they came...everyone was like staring at me as i walk to the car like "wah,tis girl wait here sooo long,finally go alr ahas"
went eat...then went hme...

i kno its reallyy boring to read bloggs wit no picts...will try to upload picts nezt wk (:

went on at 4am...msn-ed with ppl...blogg yeah,here i am...
realyy tired alr...going off soon, gtg read HL's blogg and comment...
btws really thanks fer pei-ing me...<3
if yoo are reading..(:

haiz....got a few qns...
1)wadd yoo prefer mac? kfc? burger king? pizza? long john sliver? others?
2)is ther other things then domo tht yoo want?
3)wadds yur fave colour? pink rites?
4)do yoo like chocolate?
5)do yoo prefer a big celebration? or jus a few friends gathering?
6)do yoo want cake smashing,throwing of 'stuff' like whipped cream,etc,etc
7)will yoo mind 6)?
8)wheres yur fave place?
9)do yoo want present or money?
10)wud yoo rather spend the dayy playying arcade or jus sitting down and talk...

okayys,tht all...answer dem ALL...tmr...kayys?

omgomg....i havent done maths...
DIEEEE...seriously...O;
hehe...

hmmms...to tell yoo the truth...
i reallyy dont kno wadd to say...i cant ask yoo to stop thinking of her...
im not expecting yoo to move on..even if i say soo...
im jus a insignicant object in yur life tht will jus be there todayy and not tmr...
but i really hope tht yoo should reallyy move on soon...thts jus wadd i think...
then....for yur final words...
ican only say tht life is full of lies...and all man is selfish,they onlyy think bout themselves...
theres nothing called forever...i jus realisedit.....
soo yeah... nothing else...i think?jus cheer up?

lastly, todayy, HT is back frm m'sia (: and the drama peeps are bac frm hongkong...hope dey had fun, cant wait to hear about the trip (:


thers a time tht one of us have to leave...
i didnt expect it to b so soon..