43th post. didnt kno it could be so tiring.

if only...........

tired...-.-
nuthing much happened in skool...
got a POA quiz..
totally forgotten everything..
whole mind blank...o:
then todayys...went fer CIP @ PCF with dora...
did frm 3pm to 5pm...
kinda tiring but....reallyy fun.
went gym class wit those k2...they are really cute (:
then went fer their classes...sat there..
taught them...
then went to sharpen the colour pencils..
3whole box...o:
good fer me..hahahaha
went bac skool
bought watermelon...tasted alittle off thou....
but who cares..
then went hme...
watched justin bieber vids..hahaha <3
then nows bloggin.. his never let go mv is really good..
he looks UBER HAWT in it..
love him.
ands he jus sooo nice...
he actually visited cody.. the 3yr old girl who cried...
soooo nice... (:
ioso want him visit me!!!!!!
but the possibility.... ish less then 0.0000000001%
hahahaha

anyways yeah...
gtg.. do hw..
babaii...
cm on laters and update.. (:


loves JUSTIN BIEBER lots and lots
he rocks! (:

42th post. jus shaddup...i dont wanna hear anymore.

did i ever matter to you?

mondayy todayy...
was totallyy drenched as im blogging nows...
hmmms...
nothing much happened todayy...so got nothing to blogg about...
jus had a sexuality talk...
tht ate with da clique...
went fer oral enrichment...
slept fer almost 3/4 of it... >>'''
got lots and lots of hw to do o:
went to meet dora at classroom...
walked to bus stop tgt...
opened da umbrella at first...
but it was kinda only a drizzle, sooo kept it again.
got onto a bus immediately after leaving dora...
got a seat...
yeah....
when reached hse's bus stop....it was raining soooooo heavily...
and i was decidin whether to run or jus take umbrella...
in the end took umbrella...but oso no use ... still got wet >>''

soooo here im blogging....
nothing much nows..
blog laters ba..
tata! <3


maybe i was the onlyy one who cared enough to even try to fix the broken pieces...

loves justin bieber.
muamua. xDD

loves justin bieber

i soooo wanna get his CD!!!!!!
MY WORLD 2.0
xoxoxo

one of his new song...
"pick me"



yeah..thts all...
babaii. (:

JUSTIN BIEBER SO SO SO CUTE!!!
loves him . (:

41th post... dont try. coz i alr kno the outcome.

i dont kno where to go...

do yoo sumtime haf the feeling of jus ending yur life
coz everything is jus a mess...and it difficult to move on...
everything hurts, and yoo jus wanna stop it all...
i do...

haiz,the bad dreams are cming back...
im going to go crazy if someone dont help me nows..
or maybe....i dont wan any help.

-saturday= if i could... i wish i could help in some ways-
my goodness....i went on at 5am...off at 6am...
went to bed...couldnt sleep.
but donno wen....felt asleep...
woke up 8:35am...
dammit...rushed here and there...took 10mins...prepare everyting...
brush teeth, changed, get out of huse...

wasnt late...
went tie hair first, then went to those poor ppl's huses....
took bus there, it was really near HL's huse...
yeah...gave rice and the canned food...
as i listened to th old granny's past, i acted as a translator fer harris...
her past was really sad....

theres jus tooo many things to say..
skipping to the last part...
i jus found out tht actually.... being poor yoo can b happy too...
but man....jus too selfish and greedy...leads to downfall oneday....

went to mac look fer HT and waited fer PJ...
went to the hawker center eat...
then go the library...went to check out some art books...then left first...
went hme...ate again...took bath..settled down to do hw...
left quite alot...but lazy....nver finished...
do it.........nxt time?

watched tv....
then listened to music, imma sooooooooo getting addicted to justin bieber...
HES SOOOOO CUTE...hahaha
anyways yeah...ate dinner...
nothing much

-friday= wadd exactly yoo want frm me?!-

JUS A BAD DAY..fuck it.


fix mai broken heart?

loves justin bieber

40th post...wadeva yoo want...i dont give a damn.

some people are jus plain irritating.
jus shaddup, will you?

haiz. i not letting mai blog die or anything kayys?
stop calling me and asking me whether im okay and why i havent been blogging.
its kinda irritating. its totally getting on mai nerves.
I-M-NOT-SUFFERING-FRM-PMS.
GET IT? so jus keep yur mouth shut.
yoo all kno who yoo are.
yeah...these few days, i hve been busier and tiredier(who cares if tis word exist)and lazier.
didnt really want cm on.
so didnt come on blog.
its THT SIMPLE. not emo-ing or anything...

so yeah...continuing frm tht damn wednesdayy...
-wednesdayy= blame mai stupid mouth-
quiite alot of things happened....
PJ didnt cm skool..yoo are jus trying to kill me slowly.arent yoo?
anyways..sharon was sick during eng lesson. kinda felt sick in the stomach...
so jean and me brought her down to sick bay...
gosh.......she was SO HEAVY...
she 42kg, i 43kg....ands got two ppl support her...dont want...
want lean against me...
her bag and her....ITS REALLY HEAVY....
my backbone felt like it could snap under all the weight...
should haf jus accepted JJ...let him carry her down.
jean said she felt nothing. obivously...im carrying all the weight...>>''
wish i had jus left her lying on the floor...or had jus dragged her to the sickbay. o;
NOT THT MEAN.
anyways at sickbay...
blahblahblah...everyone soooo concern....
she puke and puke...totallyy ewew...
and the smell...woah... it hit me straight in da face,for a sec there.i thot i was going to b sick too.
seriously....
i help hold stupid bin and help hold her hair...gave her tissues wen she needed them...
then jean patted her back....
yeah...she stinked up the whole place....
all thanks to my spearmint sweet..it kept my insides calm and help keep off the smell a little.
not gonna elaborate more....
went back after her mum came fetch her....
geography....needa do core assignment...);
nothing else...i think >>

had drama....adeline put braces liaos...
watch art nites play...
went to bedok look fer parents...
then nothing interestingg........

went on 4plus....didnt haf mood to blog so didnt..

-thursday= maybe i didnt wan to b selected-
wnt to mac wit dora in morn...
ate hotcakes wit sausage....nicenice.
went meet clique...like always...
PJ never cm again...
sharon brought her laptop...sorry and thanks.
coz mainly i took her thumbdrive and oso the songs i wanted are inside,
transferred them during maths period... teacher nver cm.
amyways yeah...went art lesson...
found out tht poster was selected...needed to re-do to landscape...
hand in draft by next day, friday. o:
haiz...

then went POA remedial...
fer that chapter3 test cming up....

then at MRT station saw this SUPER cute, gorgeous guy...
he came sit beside me...took out his psp and play...haha...cutie...
i think hes a model or smth ... reallyy tall... and 99.9% sure mixed blooded...
anyways wadeva... hes JUS A STRANGER...
see him todae...and never again...

-friday= i wanted it, but not tht badly-
PJ finallyy came back...
nuthing much...

passed the poster draft to mrs tan...
needed to do quite afew amends.......
haiz...so busyy

after school
went kindergarten....hear tht principal talk...
TALK ALOT...ears going to drop off...
lots of stuff....mainly irrelevant stuff..
me, HT, dora, PJ... sms-ing all the way...haha

practised the sex talk role with gary...
but wanted everyone to try out...asked kaya to audition...
johanna got role...good for her....
me got roles of arts nite's backstage.... director and kinda in-charge of and stage manager sex talk play...
gosh...watched them act...
helped johanna and yaofeng...
seriously they are really very funny...
i scolded them alot...sorry both tht...

haiz, i tried giving everone a chance... didnt give myself..
thou i dont say...i reallyy wanna go act ON stage...
but nvms...theres a next time...


everywhere hurts...

39th post...

i cant seem to do anything right without yoo.

hmms. iits 4:49am nows.
slept for 3hrs?
3hrs in 3days....
gosh...one day confirm fall sick de,
haiz...had 4periods of art....going die,
seriouslyy...i havent done the proper art piece yet....
DIEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

anyways...yeah.
nothing much happened in skool todayy
having gastric nows...

ohs yeah..
rained...uber cold...
then after skool when dental...
found out its next wk then put on braces...
gosh....metal bands are uncomfortable enough
still nid put braces o:
metal bands seriously damn uncomfortable..
i got 3ulcers liaos. >>''

aiyahs...dont vare lah...
anyways yeah...
thts all
gtg nows..

sayonara <3

another song...
ultimate by lindsay lohan.
niice song too...
sooo enjoyy (:

ultimate



you're the kind of friend
who always bends when i broken
like remember when
you took my heart and put it back together again.

i've been wasting time
with clueless guys
but now its over
let me tell you why
im through
i've met someone new
whos jus like you~

you're it
you're the ultimate
it's automatic
i'm sure of it
no lie
so dont even try
to tell me that you're not the guy
coz i've been waiting all my life
for someone just like you
but you're it
you're the ultimate you

[music plays]

you're the kind of guy
who's hands in mine
send shivers up and down my spine
you took my heart
and put it bac together again

you're the kind of guy
that blows my mind
but nows its my turn
you've been right in front of me
everything i need
why didnt i see

you're it
you're the ultimate
it's automatic
i'm sure of it
no lie
so dont even try
to tell me that you're not the guy
coz i've been waiting all my life
for someone just like you
but you're it
you're the ultimate you

[music plays]

you're it
you're the ultimate
it's automatic
i'm sure of it
no lie
so dont even try
to tell me that you're not the guy

you're it
you're the ultimate
it's automatic
i'm sure of it
no lie
so dont even try
to tell me that you're not the guy
coz i've been waiting all my life
for someone just like you
but you're it
you're the ultimate you

you're it
you're the ultimate you.

-ends-

freaky fridayy- take me away lyrics and video...

was watching freaky friday on sun...
kinda fell in love with tis song...take me away
imma not reallyy sure who sang it..but yeah...
heres the lyrics and the vid. (:

take me away


yeah!
yeah!

get up,
get out
move on, move on
theres no doubt
i'm all wrong, you're right.
it's all the same with you
i'm too thin, too fat
you ask why
so why, so why, so why
so why???

on and on and on and on.
on and on and on
and on~

dont wanna grow up
i wanna get out
hey, take me away.
i wanna shout out
take me away, away, away, away
away~~~~~

round and round,
here we go again
same old start, same old end
turn my head, i turn back again
same old stuff, never ends
do this, do that
cant deal, cant deal with that
i tune, tune out
i've heard it all before.
hello, goodbye
never asking me why,
goodbye, goodbye,
goodbye~

on and on and on and on.
on and on and on
and on~

dont wanna grow up
i wanna get out
hey, take me away.
i wanna shout out
take me away, away, away, away
away~~~~~

[guitar solo]

dont wanna grow up
i wanna get out
hey, take me away.
i wanna shout out
take me away, away, away, away
away~~~~~ (2times)

round and round,
here we go again
same old start, same old end
turn my head, i turn back again
same old stuff never ends.

-end-

38th post. broke, ):

wud i regret?

haiz....i seriouslyy.
BROKE
haiz...still needa buyy bdayy gift...);
got HL,PJ,brandon, i think still got more... o:
time to save moneyy liaos. :/
well...todayy nothing much happen lorhs
first dayy start skool...
LATE...):
waited fer HL go skool tgt coz late liaos...
so might as well late tgt lohs..haha
go skool alr 7:50am liaos...
HL got in-house suspension...):
too bad fer him...
anyways yeah..walk bac class...
gave yellow paper luckyy never get scolded...
i was like onlyy girl in whole class of guyys..lol.
anyways yeah..mr lee bac...drama peeps bac...haha..everyone bac (:
nothing much happened afterwards.
jus tht mr kee never cm..
went eat mac wit sharon coz she needed buyy solution for contacts...
soo yeah...ate tht fer lunch...uber full...
shouldnt eat...waste moneyy oso.
then after tht got oral enrichment...
went buyy sweets wit PJ...
then went hme...

-6:14pm-
web-caming wit PJ....
most likelyy not sleeping tonites liaos...
sooo yeah..
update tonite (:
babaii

-currently 2:27am-
not sleeping...(:
thou tiredd...
got lots of thing havent do yet...
omgomg...got braces to do laters o;
very scared!!!
haiz..2yrs lehs...
anyways, yeah...
talking to HL on msn...
then wait for PJ...
gonna go skool earlyy todae..(:
so...babaii peeps. [waveswaves]


yur notes came crushing down on me.

37th post....

forever friends??? it doesnt exist...
but i wish so...

haiz,its like 2:43am nows...
talking to harris and HL....
got reminded to do POA and maths...
but..maths...donno how do...):
try and try...still cant do...
POA laters barhs..):

lets talk bout last 3dayys...

-fridayy-
rain...made me sleepyy...
sooo yeah went to sleepp...
didnt come on blogg
nothing much...

-saturdayy-
stayyed at hme...
whole dayy and rot....
but got studyy alittle larhs...(:

-sundayy-
evening then go out..
went vivo...
walk round...looking fer domo..>>''
in the end.....
found nuthing...):
but some cutecute stuff...
was thinking of getting necklace...
haiz....
10more days...
end of 10th dayy...i dead liaos..
PJ'S still easyy....
guys??? so difficult ):
pathetic...
but change of plans liaos...
haiz...):
cramps and gastric...killing me ):
hurts like shit...

i seriouslyy want sunflower ):
i see ppl buyying it everywhere...
its sooo nicee...
whys cant they buyy sumthing else other then sunflower???
of all flowers...must b mai fave flowers ):
who buyy fer me??? ): ):

haiz nvms larhs...

-currently @ 3:04am-
still talking to HL and harris..
not intending to sleep tonight (:
anywayys yeah...both of them are kinga great in their own wayy..
reallyy two funny cute guyys... hahaha
great friends la...

used to have lots of arguments with sum of them...):
but actually...after knowing almost everyone in class...
they are actuallyy great friends and peeps...
2yrs tgt? will have alot of fun! (;
kayykays..
donedone..
babaii..
muamua. <3
love yoo guyys...f3-5 rawrs.! (:


i thot i was readyy to let go of the past..
but im greatly mistaken...

36th post...

why do yoo even bother to make promises wen yoo dont even keep them?!

..its like 10am nows..
jus came back frm kembangan...
went to get something[money] frm amelia...
after got the moneyy went mac eat first...
then went hme...
yeah...reallyy bored sooo decided to blogg..
haiz...left 2more dayys to back-to-skool....
heard tht timetables going to change...
change to all the dayys all 2:10pm finish...
but yoo kno wadd? its earlyy coz dey wanna keep the other part of the dayy fer...........REMEDIAL....
gosh...i sooo dead lorhs ):

kaykayys...update laters at night..
signing off...

another reallyy randomm thing xDD

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60 things most girls dont know
guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them!
(oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 6 guys..you're a HOE)

--"Hey,are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?"~two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.

--Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep,they always think about the girl they truly care about.

--Before they call,guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses,but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.

--Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

--Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

--Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

--A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

--Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

--Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.

--Guys get jealous easily.

--Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

--Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

--Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

--Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.

--Girls are guys' weaknesses.

--Guys are very open about themselves.

--It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.

--Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

--If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

--A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

--Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

--Guys will brag about anything.

--Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful.If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot.

--No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.

--Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

--Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

--Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

--Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.

--Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.

--Try to be as straightforward as possible.

--If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.


--If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

--When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

--When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

--Guys don't really have final decisions.

--If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

--If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

--When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

--When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

--Guys like femininity not feebleness.

--Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

--A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

--Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

--Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.

--Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

--Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

--If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.

--Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

--A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

--No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

--Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us.

--We don't like girls who are too skinny.

--We love it when girls talk about there boobs.

--Always make sure you know what kind of stuff your getting into before making out with a guy ...like wheather it's a one time deal or not ....

--Believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to talk to..it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticable tell them about yours...

--When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually

--Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs..

--Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts...

--Guys will test the waters to see how far they can get with you. Even if he doesn't intend to it will happen. Know how far it is you want to let him go and he will respect that...after you let him know a couple times.

--When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

uhmmmms...i didnt invent tis...
i thot it was kinda cool so
i took it frm mai friend xDDDD

wat a boyfriend should do...

•Grab her neck when you kiss her,it's a real turn on.Not her butt/boobs.
•Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.
•When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go then kiss her
•When she says she's ok dont believe it talk with her
•Never cheat on her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
•Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
•Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
•Treat her like a person and not something to show off for
•Tease her and let her tease you back.
•Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
•Watch her favorite movie with her.
•TRUST HER WITH HER GUY FRIENDS
•Let her wear your clothes.
•When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.
•Let her know she's important.
•Kiss her in the pouring rain.
•When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;
"Who's ass am I kicking babe?"

yeah thts all....

sumthing reallyy randomm...

17 signs you like someone
tis is how u know u like/love some1.


SEVENTEEN:
you look at their profile constantly.

SIXTEEN:
wen you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up,you still miss tem even wen it was jus two minutes ago.

FIFTEEN:
you read their texts over and over again.

FOURTEEN:
you walk really slow when you're with them.

THIRTEEN:
you feel shy whenever they're around.

ELEVEN:
wen you think about them,yur heart beats faster but slower at the same time.

TEN:
you smile when you hear their voice.

NINE:
wen you look at them,you can't see the other people around you,you jus see him/her.

EIGHT:
you start listening to slow songs while thinkin bout them.

SEVEN:
they're all you think about.

SIX:
you get high jus from their scent.

FIVE:
you realize you're always smilin wen you're looking at them.

FOUR:
you would do anything for them,jus to see them.

THREE:
while reading tis,there was one person on yur mind tis whole time.

TWO:
you were so busy thinkin bout tht person,you didnt notice number twelve was missin

ONE:
you jus scrolled up to check & are now silently laughin at yourself.


NOW MAKE A WISH. YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO.......

*And something good will happen to you tomorrow

35th post...

if onlyy yoo were there instead...

interestingg dayy todae (:
in morning,9am...
went downstairs to meet dora,PJ,jean to go swimming and....playy water xDDD
had lots of fun!!!! love yoo all....soryy randomm (:
swim till 10plus...
went back upstairs to take bath...went fer dental appointment...
ate lunch wit daddyy...so earlyy lorhs...
then was suppose to go out with dora..
but she sayy tired sooo didnt...):
amelia suddenlyy call me ask me if can come out...
go meet at tamppines..
then i okayy-ed...went there..waited there fer 20mins,sitting alone...then she call me and cancel our meeting...haiz
sat there alone...emo-ed, play with fone game...
was callin somebody whether free merhs..
half emo-ing lorhs...
peckhan and harris at pulau ubin O:
ceecee dont want go out...lazy pig..
zen not in SG
the rest didnt bother to call...
call until 12:45pm...
HL replyy mai msg...blahblahblah...
after heard,ppl cancel on me..he ask me whether wanna go city hall...
i okayy-ed went there....waited another 20mins...
he came...he cut hairs liaos..front uglyy...back niice..lol?
then we walked to marina square...to the arcade...
met his friends...
was loooking at them dance...playing paraparapara...
got tis guy...he was..uhm...great? hahaha..NOT being sarcastic here...
then sit there fer about 2hrs? but watching dem was enternaining enough (;
then went long john sliver...didnt want to eat...talked to HL while waitin fer his friends to eat finish...
wanted to walk to bugis de...but in the end,raining..soooo didnt...
btws its not boring following yoo lorhs...
quite funn...ands as long got someone pei can liaos....:/
amelia sms-ed me again...meet same place...
walk wit HL and his friends...
they alighted at bugis...then me tampines...
i waited fer her fer like 30mins...then she call me...
ands cancel on me AGAIN DDDX wth.................
sat there alone again...
fer total 3hrs...can rot alr..):
wait fer parents come....they keep saying comingcoming...in the end still need wait fer them 1hr....nothing to do...then emo there...msging peeps...all never reply de):

yoo left me all alone...and yoo thot i could move on, jus like nothing happened...yoo thot it was easy...yoo thot i didnt love yoo alr...yoo thot.....

haiz...finally they came...everyone was like staring at me as i walk to the car like "wah,tis girl wait here sooo long,finally go alr ahas"
went eat...then went hme...

i kno its reallyy boring to read bloggs wit no picts...will try to upload picts nezt wk (:

went on at 4am...msn-ed with ppl...blogg yeah,here i am...
realyy tired alr...going off soon, gtg read HL's blogg and comment...
btws really thanks fer pei-ing me...<3
if yoo are reading..(:

haiz....got a few qns...
1)wadd yoo prefer mac? kfc? burger king? pizza? long john sliver? others?
2)is ther other things then domo tht yoo want?
3)wadds yur fave colour? pink rites?
4)do yoo like chocolate?
5)do yoo prefer a big celebration? or jus a few friends gathering?
6)do yoo want cake smashing,throwing of 'stuff' like whipped cream,etc,etc
7)will yoo mind 6)?
8)wheres yur fave place?
9)do yoo want present or money?
10)wud yoo rather spend the dayy playying arcade or jus sitting down and talk...

okayys,tht all...answer dem ALL...tmr...kayys?

omgomg....i havent done maths...
DIEEEE...seriously...O;
hehe...

hmmms...to tell yoo the truth...
i reallyy dont kno wadd to say...i cant ask yoo to stop thinking of her...
im not expecting yoo to move on..even if i say soo...
im jus a insignicant object in yur life tht will jus be there todayy and not tmr...
but i really hope tht yoo should reallyy move on soon...thts jus wadd i think...
then....for yur final words...
ican only say tht life is full of lies...and all man is selfish,they onlyy think bout themselves...
theres nothing called forever...i jus realisedit.....
soo yeah... nothing else...i think?jus cheer up?

lastly, todayy, HT is back frm m'sia (: and the drama peeps are bac frm hongkong...hope dey had fun, cant wait to hear about the trip (:


thers a time tht one of us have to leave...
i didnt expect it to b so soon..

34th post...

you left me....
in total mess shit.

WELL....todayy was..okayys..iguess?
was suppose to meet up with dora go library studyy de....
but had plans with friends alr..

SORRY DORA...):
see yoo tmr...

anyways yeah...
msn-ing since morning...
web-camed with PJ...
then about 3plus went out...
met upp with queenie...
go gavin's huse...
played badminton,
tired like shit....
go his huse...
played with his hamster...
his mum da pao... mixed veg rice and satay frm downstairs..
really nice! :9
yeah...then bout 7plus...
went with queenie...
reached me about 8plus.
yeah....watched tv...blahblahblah...
on msn nows...
chatiing to nathan, HL and then 4am, PJ came on..
yeah...talk to dem....
while blogging...
sooooo nothing much to write alr....
havent handed in maths yet ): DIEEEEE...

haiz....looking forward to tmr...
clique coming over mai huse...
swimming (:

kayys...babaii..
blogg tmr(:


i dont kno how to move on....

33th post. its really hurt!!! argh!! x(

wish yoo were here wtih me ):

haiz....
woke up at 7.30am... found out it was too earlyy,
went back to sleep... but couldnt sleep, sooo in the end jus lay there doing nothing.. till 8am..
got up,took bath,did hair,pack bag..surprising finish by 8:40am...
got out of huse...got the bus at 8:46am...

waited fer PJ at the MRT station...
she bought bread while i bought potato chips and ice lemon tea..thts my BREAKFAST xD
hahaha
then walk to school fer biology class...
studystudystudy......
then 10:45am was our break...
jean,PJ,eunice,faith and me went to MRT station buyy things..
on the wayy, saw harris and leonard, then saw qimin and lianglue...
i bought hotdog bread (; really nice..
then we slacked around there..
faith wanted take out her rubber band, to eat... kinda gross ewew... hahaha
made me regretted agreeing to put braces...
bet once i put them, i wouldnt be able to talk alr...):

wellwell...walked bac...
studystudystudy again...
suppose finish at 1pm de...dragged till 1:20pm...
said goodbye to the clique...wanted to go wit them...but felt tht wud kinda b 'extra'
sooooo didnt...

went dentist...
put tis 8 weird thing in my mouth...
ITS REALLYREALLY UNCOMFORTABLE!!!!!!!!!
its kinda like those reallyreally tiny rubber stuff...put inbetween the teeth to make a gap....
its really effing uncomfortable and irritating...really feel like jus ripping out...
ARGHHHHH!!!!!! its the feeling of sumthing struck inbetween the teeth...
got to leave it till next....o:
thinking bout it....it kinda hurts too):
but........the colours are nice..light blue.....hmmms....
but it STILL DOESNT CAHNGE THE FACT THT IT HURTS!!!!!!!
next wk...still must go bac...
omgomg...next wk put brace alr O;
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!

haiz....then went challenger with ceecee...
she wanted buyy laptop... look very long...
in the end never buy....saw a few cute guys(: hahahaha
anways,yeah......
got hme...took bath...and here im blogging...

update laters ba..
babaii...

in love with sneakers nows (:

some soundtracks...frm almost alice (:

painting the flowers by all time low (:


where's my angel by metro station


follow me down by 3OH3!


The Technicolor Phase by owl city


strange by tokio hotel.

enjoyy them (:

32th post.. (:

i still remember the huggs yoo used to gif me.......
but its all lost...gone with yoo...

longlonglong tiime since i last blog.... ):
got lots to blogg sia

-thursdayy-
omgomg....
i forgot wadd we did on thurs...i guess theres nothing...
yeah...i dont think soo, xoxoxo
ohya!!!
i GOT BACK MAI fone (:(;(:
hahahah...
but msges, everything, all gone T.T
haiz..nvms barhs.
yaya!! went mac...got tis broup of peepos suddenlyy ask me fer mai sketchbook..
i gave.....): then they were like fliping thru..complimenting...sooooo freaky..
after they return,i quickly run out of mac..hahahaah

-fridayy-
had cross-country, ran i think about 5km??? not sure...
haiz..jus kno very tired and smelly..
qianhui won 6th place (: good job [thumbs up]
then took bus to payalebar MRT station...took to city hall...
went to suntec the mac, change first then ate mcspicy..reallyy niice ;9
went shopping first.....went new look then cotton on...tried on afew stuff....but in the end didnt buy...haiz....but didnt regret (:
then waited fer HT....finally she came, we all ran to the cinema and bought our tickets and popcorn...
when we went in, the trailers jus started (:

watched ALICE IN WONDERLAND
love the show.. (:
<3 johnny depp..
great acting he got (:




<3<3<3
HAHAHA...
took some picts in toilet xDDD




well, after tht went CD shop...
helped dora look fer katy perry cd..

wanted to buyy almost alice cd..
but didnt...

well,after that went to meet daddy (:
went out.........
haiz...spent about 30bucks??
quite okayy larhs...
wanted to go arcade de...but didnt...not enough time.. ):
nextnextnextnext.......

-saturdayy-
nothing much..
jus felt reallyy tired...
watched tv fer almost the whole dayy...
finished drawing the hand and rose (;
gtg do maths hw...
wellwell....at 6plus cousins came...family gathering
ate curry rice (:
then ate nachos(:
then went outside to sit by the poolside...saw a snail...was totally grossed out..
I HATE SNAILS!!!!
i did tht most cruelest thing yoo can never think joie can do :/
wanna kno??? ask me... (:
second snail? maii cousin killed it..kicked it down into the pool...ewew,
never will i swim in the pool again...
maybe after the cleaning upp... ahahahahaha xDD
yeah...nothing else...
NEXT!!!

-sundayy-
nothing...
went out with parents to tampines mall...
ate roti prata (:
hahaha
shopping...
then went hme..
watch transformer (:
then 11plus went sleep....zzz

-mondayy-
SCHOOL HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1whole wk!!!!!!!!!!!!
yipee!!!!!!! xDD
update laters (:

-updated @ 11:21pm-
wellwell....spent the dayy on da com...(:
woke up at 8am....
chatted on msn, webcam-ed, watched anime and listened to music..haiz.
wanted to go out... but felt like wub b extra...sooo yeah...didnt..
tmr...got extra biology class..frm 9am-1pm..dont feel like going!!!!
reallyy feel like eating nachos nows..HAHAHAHA (;
anyways....reallyy dont feel like waiting online fer PJ...
maybe i wudnt...c how first.. :/
update laters.....if im still on...

why do i keep getting the feeling
im being lied to?!

avril lavigne- ALICE(underground) lyrics.

music plays~

trippin' out
spinnin' around
i'm underground
i fell down
yeah, i fell down
i'm freaking out, where am i now?
upside down and i cant stop it now
cant stop me nows, oh oh

i, i'll get by
i, i'll survive
when the world's crashing down
when i fall and hit the ground
i will turn myself around
dont you try to stop me
i, i wont cry

i found myself in wonderland
get back on my feet, on the ground
is this real?
is this pretend?
i'll take a stand untill the end.....

i, i'll get by
i. i'll survive
when the world's crashing down
when i fall and hit the ground
i will turn myself around
dont you try to stop me
i, and i wont cry

i, i'll get by
i, i'll survive
when the world's crashing down
when i fall and hit the ground
i will turn myself around
dont you try to stop me
i, i wont cry

music~

ENDS........(=

31th post...haiz... sadd dayy ):

haiz...

well....todayy soooo sianz...
yao zhuo xian liaos..
havent behind soo much hw sia! die!!
rained whole dayy...
soooo liang ^^
then nicenice ones....
was in quite good mood till........
social studies....had to work in groups...
then stupidd teacher goooo put me in tis sucky group...
whys sucky? because of tis particular person...fucking hate her sia...sooo effing much!
haiz.....wadeva larhs... jus want ask teacher if can swap..... ):

well, nothing more...
got eng summary test.....hope pass );
got back progress report too...haiz..
PATHETIC....failed 4subs.........argh!!!!!!! Dx

must studyy harder lele....
after skool..........jus went hme straight...
reallyy tired lohs...

haiz...later then blogg again barhs...
babaii (:

-updated @ 1.04am-
haiz...
kinda sleepyy...but not sleeping larhs..
laters nid call PJ up...
at about 3am...
wonder wadd wud happen if i call her.......NOWS.
omg.....she confirm kill me lohs.><'
jus now finished mai poster,yipee!! xDD
but haven't do maths yet...
laters larhs.. (:

30th post...... can yoo friggin' stop pretending!!!!!!!!!

fed upp... jus cant understand....

haiz....pissed over some stuff, but still got to pretend like nothings wrong...
well, didnt sleep whole night...
was watching gossip girl, one tree hill, the secret life of a american teenager and some mv...
was oso talking to garyy who fell asleep bout 4plus.. >>'''

then went to skool,
studyy,studyy,studyy.......
during recess, suddenlyy got gastric pain.......hurts like shit...
in class oso.... then fell asleep...zzz hahaha.
maths class then english class.....
after skool ended....
went PARKWAY PARADE wit dora and jean...
went eat lunch first...not reallyy hungryy...
ate ice kachang... niice niice.. (;

talked bout some stuff... gossiped bout some ppl.... :x

well then, went to look for b'dayy present fer dora's bro (:
but went diva, dora bought bangles.... cool loooking (:
then went get VCD.... while waiting fer dora to payy....me and jean watched twilight which was playing at tht moment...
after dora came, we went off.. go walkwalk...

TY dora fer the sweets (:(:(:

took bus hme wit jean....alighted first...
then when hme....
well, nows eating chocolate biscuits :9
will cm on to blogg laters (:

dammit! needed to buyy pen refill... forgot...i tmr still got to use tht sucky pen ><
gtg do chinese compo..haiz...
anywayys HT, dont pissed liao la...
i sooo long nvr go yur blogg, then once i go in yoo scolding peeps liaos...
chill la. ^^


reallyy pissed and kinda disappointed....
if yoo've got a friggin' prob then say so!!!!!
dont yoo have better things to do then do such sillyy thinggs!?
all yur lies...we're all tired of it!
lies, after lies... dont yoo ever get tired of dem?

29th post....

well, leeme start frm sundayy on....
hmmms........

-sundayy-
went out wit parents.... in morn... went to NTUC buyy stuff to cook fer lunch....
den went bac hme....
watch TV.... miss no good
then cooked lunch....
after tht i went zen's huse playy (:
did some handicraft..


something me and zen made (:

took soooo long lehs
haiz....but finally finish lehs....
but got wood spliter in mai hand ):
soooooo pain sia..><" well after making... we ate lunch at his huse (; his mum da pao fish n chips frm downstairs...
very niice :9



hahaha..nicenice.. (:
then he send me hme...
reached hme bout 5plus...



then 6plus...go out again...
go IKEA... bought some stuff... (:
then went GIANT... go eat dinner...
by time reached hme...bout 9.30pm lele.. ):

watched rush hour3
then went bath...
wtched TV again...
then slept bout 12plus.....

____________________________________________________

-mondayy-
well nothingg much happened....
jus tht ms haryati scolded us coz our class vy noisy......
and woah~ she was fierce and very loud :O
then nothing much... (:
after oral enrichment.... went hme..took bus wit jean (:

yeah!!!! xDD
might get fone back TODAYY!!!! (:(:(:
hahahaha...

hmmmms....well nothing to sayy alr...ands, gtg do homework...
got lots O.O
soooo HAY DAE(GOODBYE)!!!! (:

-updated at 12.30am-
well, reallyreally sadd ):):);
didnt get fone bac...
got some virus or smth ):
hope mem. card not affected... T,T
well, haven't finished art...but maths, i tried to do alr...
manage to do some..haiz....

not intending to sleep to tonight thou...
i actually quite tired...but wadeva.who cares..dont care lars...


its has been...
1327days....3years,8mths,5dayys.....
but it still hurts......