49th post...hate you.

i can no longer kno which is the truth and the false..

maybe, tht stranger is right...
why bother telling everyone
how i feel, what i think...
no one even care.
even if i die.

im jus a whiny, irritating litle thing
a bitch, a whore, a slut
in everyone's eyes
always trying to attract attention...

nver a thing i do is right...

but reallyy no one understands me.

imma gonna write bout those interesting days..
soooo yeah..it onlyy starts frm mondayy.....hmmms.....

-mondayy=pain onlyy starts later/jam fer 40mins?-
nothing much...
went to put braces...
was prepared to sit there frm 3hrs..
but in the end its onlyy 30mins...
putting doesnt hurt..AT ALL...
surprising....
pain come laters...
when eating...o:
starting to regret....):

-tuesdayy=braces hurt-
everyone totallyy surprised i put braces...
hahahaha..
anyways nothing much...
ran to PJ's huse...b4 PFT
ALMOST tripped on metal bar..
went like flailing in the air...
but caught myslf b4 i fell (;
TOTALLYY UNGLAM. O:
pulled a muscle...hurts like shit.

PFT..
all got A
except damn shuttle run...C
WTF. Dx
standing broad jump> 192cm (:
pull ups>20
sit ups>40
the rest? i forgot.

nothing much...
went hme afterwards...
with HL and jeanette.
nothing much.

-wednesdayy=totallyy hot <3-
went changi airport...
ran to mac..hahahaha....
PJ wanted catch the b4 3pm value meals..
she bought.....
mcwings?
i bought fish fillet...
wanted mcwings too..
but stupid braces..
stopped me frm eating many stuff ):

eat eat eat....
nicenice...
studyy ALITTLE...
went walkwalk...
ALOT OF CAUASIANS o:
old,ugly,hot,young,cute....
hahahahaha...
took skytrain to T1
WHOLE AIRPORT FILLED WOTH THEM...
got one WHOLE line there...
about 1km? hahahahaha
got tis particular ones...
UBER HOT...
hahahahahaha
went backk...
got hme at 6:40?
around there...
bath,eat.sleep...
nothing much.

-thursdayy=i have no comments-
bought cake...
fer PJ...
in the end...
she bite..
it was mouldy..
WTF.
anyways....make egg fer yoo next time...
i must buyy ingredients first...
SORRY.
anyways, went to bugis street wanted buyy wallet..
got manyy varieties...
love them all...
had the choice of white and purple
in the end got purple ones...
but sharon didnt buyy.
no moneyy...
bad fer her...
she then left first...

me and PJ went the other stalls...
saw soooo manyy other colours...o:
WTH la...
anyways went kallang...
then went hme....
talked to PJ on msn....
nothing much.

-fridayy=braces cause me cant sleep well-
tiredd....
nothing much...
jus went SG POST...
on wayy there...
peeps keep staring at me and PJ..
stare what stare.

anyways go popular buy some stuff.
then ntuc...
saw GG and DG
then came hme...
nows blogging...
tonites going hans eat pasta (:

i dont know which are lies...
maybe.....everything is....
that yoo care
that yoo worry
that yoo understand

wadeva yoo said..
are jus lies...
its difficult to believe anything...
wadeva yoo say or do...

soo i decided....
to keep everyone out of my life....
keep myself frm getting hurt......