51th post....haiz...

i died when you left me.....

nothing much happen todayy..
jus last night...
almost got killed by mum. O;
fer smashing the glass table...
got whacked lohs..
and scoldings...
haiz...
sooo old alr still got caning....
cane until bleed.....
poor me. );
hurts la....

went out again..
about 1am?
after mum sleep...
cab to dempsey road...
slacked there...
drank...
smoked...
but not soo much..
next dayy got skool...
maybe half bott?
and 4cigerettes...


got intro to............drugs....
didnt take them thou.....
good or bad?
idk..

YEAH..didnt get drunk thou...
(:
hahaha
happyhappy...
came hme 3am plus...
went to sleep...

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz............................

go skool....
almost late?
nah..didnt...
then nothing much...

tis week totallyy broke);):);
haiz....
save moneyy lohs...
havent even started studying fer exam yet o:
DIEDIEDIEDIEDIE...

anyways...
skool nothing much..
lots of ppl keep asking me why i hurt and all...
I DIDNT CUT MYSELF...
IGOT WHACKED BY MUM...
CANED....):
and it bleed...
happy?
art jus got 22/30...okayokay la...);
and didnt go chem remedial...o:
hope dont die...
went library...
suppose to meet dora...
in the end...didnt...
talk wit PJ...
then went her huse NTUC...
buyy things..
went hme...
waiting fer bus tht time..
got tis guyy..
keep staring at me o:
made me feel soo self-consious...):
dunoes wadd he thinking bout....
haiz...
went hme..
msn...
fry ham (:
web-cam with PJ...
going off to go studyy soon (:
needa do art prep work oso...
and revision ..

update tonight (:

NOWS its tonite....
haha...
[updated at 2:24am]

well....
actuallyy..
theres nothing much to write about...
felt fat after eating half the tub of ice-cream...
studyy maths and POA...
drew up time-table....

mum was shocked
to see damages she inflited on me...
and cuts and bruise and blood...
=.=

anyways...yeah,
watched tv...
nothing much to watch...

bath,then lie on bed reading oliver twist
o: shocking ehs?
me reading...and furthermore a CLASSIC...
hahahaha...
fell asleep..
woke up again..
then came on...
only 2peeps on on msn...
no fun ):
going off soon to study...

baibai..
love yoo dean...<3
try barhs..HL...



trying to live a life without you....