1st official post... xDDD

one step forward, two steps back.

-1430-
have been using the com since 0730... if i continue this way, i bet im going to fall sick and my laptop ish going to die...i haf been sleeping at 3am and waking up at different intervals...i dunnoes why...maybe its becoz of the same image of a boy covered in blood screaming in agony...idk...just freaking weird.

-1549-
but i cant stop frm worrying...for A.T. he got into a fight again...last night.and till now...not called or msg me...he asked me not to help or do anything...i feel soo useless,i cant just sit back and watch him get hurt...i dont understand why must there be fights...not that i dont admit that SOMETIMES i get into fights too...but NOT THAT much...if he was hurt, the person ish gonna be sooo DEAD.

-1830-
OKIE...he called me.and we wen out to settle some stuff.well the stuff didnt turn out right,in fact it turned out REALLY wrong...i dont noe why??? we went to meet some ppl and i got scolded in da face, i was like "WTF,wadds tht guy's prob" and a fight broke out...wadd am i suppose to do?!

anyways yeah,got into a fight...i hit someone with a glass bott,another one wit a chair and it became confusing... ><'

i was totally tired as i wrote this blog...but anyways it started as fast as it ended, i totally dont noe how it stopped too...blur like sotong.as long i noe...i sooo dead wen mie mum cm bac.......wit that awful bruise coming up on mie skin...i guess i could predict wadds shes gonna say... >>'' A.T. was like "omg, i wondered wadds yur mum gonna say..." while rubbing ointment...but he was worse off lors...still say me.. xoxo

it wasnt mie fault...not entirely...bet she gonna ground meh... but looking on the bright side at least i wud have time to plan the class bbq party, more time blogging, and catching up on drama serials... xDDD

anyways, thats all...
babaii (:

yoo love me?
i guess no one does,including you....