19th post.

should i leave things the way it is???
its wud jus worsen if i jus leave it........

should i jus walk away frm the prob???
somebody...jus help me................

well......lets talk about some other stuff....
chinese new yr then mai valentine.

-day1~saturday-
well nothing much in the morning and afternoon...jus went out wit dad to get meds then wash the car.....the queue was LONG.....we waited 2hrs in the car....gosh.....but i slept (:
thrn we went hme at about 4plus...ands went out again at 6pm....fer reunion dinner....buffet...the food there was nice....$38++ per person..cheap??? idk..i ate mostly the choco ice-cream...SO MANY TOPPINGS....O.O i put all....the nuts,choc fudge,rainbow 'rice'..yeah..it was fab! xoxoxo..went hme about 10pm.....bath,watched tv then went to bed about 2am....

-day2~sunday-
first morning of CNY.busybusy....woke upp at 9am..soo earlyy lehs....bath fer 30mins.did mai hair 20mins...waited fer parents to get ready too...got out of huse at 10plus...
went aunt's place...ate goodies till mai mum scolded me and asked me to stop eatin.....xDDD ands played wii ands got ang pohs/read packets....got 18 in total...(: happyhappy... then left huse about 2pm....went bac hme....did alittle of revision but fell asleep xP at 3plus went out again.to friend's place.....got flowers and preezzies!!!!then to another auntie's huse at 5plus........me and my cousins had fun watching some ghost vids ands some jappanese funny vids.....one of them HARD GAY.....it was really sick but still funny xDD ATE DINNER....her cooking ish really good Oo. played BARBIE wit young nieces....omg....sooo long never play lele...>>'' aiyahs..then we went bac about 10plus.....did usual stuff...went to bed..

-day3~monday-
woke up at 11am....mai dad made breakfast xDDD, fried eggs (: nicenice. 2plus, went to uncle's huse......talked to kityee, watched lady gaga vids....ate lunch...hanged out in her rm....using her laptop..then we started playing TWISTER....SOOOOOOO FUNNNN....i was like the only girl.2 other boyys.funfun. it kinda hurts too, cramps wen we had to stetch frm one corner to the other...but i enjoyed lots..xDD I WON!!!! hahahaha.at 8plus we left her huse.....went hme...watched tv mostly.....bath, watched tv again and then went to bed.....then woke upp at 3am..blogged and talk to PJ and jeston...oO

-day4~tuesday-
went out in morning to samsam place.......got a shock of mai alr vy short life.....ESTHER ISH BAC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! finally...OMGOMG..she mai best of the best of the best friend..she emigrated to switzerland few yrs bac, these yrs haven't contacted each other..): ands shes bac!!!!
love her sososososososososo very much..but.....she going bac soon...soooo sadddddd.
i gave her tis............

sooo nice rites???? oO
sunflower...sunflower...nicenice ^^

ANDDDDDDS...............

EVERYONE chipped in a little...hahahaha.
but i chose the present!!!! so cute rites..bigbig ones.

then i got these....

one represent each of them xDDD. soo sweet.
got 9of dem.....love all of dem sooo much...

but actually horrs...i dont mind any flowers.hahahaha...flowers are nice and really pretty... ands furthermore..its the thoughts tht counts. (:

wellwell zen ahas...why yoo try soo hard...
its hurts to watch..yoo kno..
dont waste money and time on me lele..kayys?
get yourself gf...

ands..im really glad tht yoo remembered tht i liked lilies last time.^^
sooo sweet of yoo.[HUGSHUGS]
but yoo gib me flowers tht dayy le....enough le....mai brother's huse becoming like florist shopp le. ^^

i've got chocolates and teddies too xDD

frm caleb.. (:
yoo all horrs,waste money lehs..
buy tis,buy that....>>''
cannot like tht horrs...must save money....fer gf or wife next time.
wadd if bankrupt how?


samsam aha..yoo buy flowers then teddy....
siao ahas? then always buy me stuff....
dont......ok? buy fer yur gf... (:

den colin ahas. laterrs xin ying angryy lehs.
yoo gib me rose...

haiz..get her bouquet.kayys?
bigger th better. xDD

anyways yeah.....at 1plus...
rushed bac hme...changed and went out wit parents..go mai mum's friend huse.
ate lunch....sooooo full sia...uncle louis kept givin me food...lol.then went gavin's place...fer dinner.9plus left coz next dayy got school fer me and parents got work sooo we left early...
as usual, took bath and went to bed...havent done hw or revision yet...
seriously nids some catching upp.....
TOTAL NO OF RED PACKS COLLECTED: 27 (:
amt: i not sure lehs...>>''

-4am-
made 2ppl pissed off wit me......first HL, nows robbie....seriousiy pissed off....i think mai way of thinking really freaks ppl out.....>>'' really tired.
jus leave me alone.to think about stuff
think about all mai faults...


did you hear tht?
it was the sound of my heart shatterind into pieces