19th post.

should i leave things the way it is???
its wud jus worsen if i jus leave it........

should i jus walk away frm the prob???
somebody...jus help me................

well......lets talk about some other stuff....
chinese new yr then mai valentine.

-day1~saturday-
well nothing much in the morning and afternoon...jus went out wit dad to get meds then wash the car.....the queue was LONG.....we waited 2hrs in the car....gosh.....but i slept (:
thrn we went hme at about 4plus...ands went out again at 6pm....fer reunion dinner....buffet...the food there was nice....$38++ per person..cheap??? idk..i ate mostly the choco ice-cream...SO MANY TOPPINGS....O.O i put all....the nuts,choc fudge,rainbow 'rice'..yeah..it was fab! xoxoxo..went hme about 10pm.....bath,watched tv then went to bed about 2am....

-day2~sunday-
first morning of CNY.busybusy....woke upp at 9am..soo earlyy lehs....bath fer 30mins.did mai hair 20mins...waited fer parents to get ready too...got out of huse at 10plus...
went aunt's place...ate goodies till mai mum scolded me and asked me to stop eatin.....xDDD ands played wii ands got ang pohs/read packets....got 18 in total...(: happyhappy... then left huse about 2pm....went bac hme....did alittle of revision but fell asleep xP at 3plus went out again.to friend's place.....got flowers and preezzies!!!!then to another auntie's huse at 5plus........me and my cousins had fun watching some ghost vids ands some jappanese funny vids.....one of them HARD GAY.....it was really sick but still funny xDD ATE DINNER....her cooking ish really good Oo. played BARBIE wit young nieces....omg....sooo long never play lele...>>'' aiyahs..then we went bac about 10plus.....did usual stuff...went to bed..

-day3~monday-
woke up at 11am....mai dad made breakfast xDDD, fried eggs (: nicenice. 2plus, went to uncle's huse......talked to kityee, watched lady gaga vids....ate lunch...hanged out in her rm....using her laptop..then we started playing TWISTER....SOOOOOOO FUNNNN....i was like the only girl.2 other boyys.funfun. it kinda hurts too, cramps wen we had to stetch frm one corner to the other...but i enjoyed lots..xDD I WON!!!! hahahaha.at 8plus we left her huse.....went hme...watched tv mostly.....bath, watched tv again and then went to bed.....then woke upp at 3am..blogged and talk to PJ and jeston...oO

-day4~tuesday-
went out in morning to samsam place.......got a shock of mai alr vy short life.....ESTHER ISH BAC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! finally...OMGOMG..she mai best of the best of the best friend..she emigrated to switzerland few yrs bac, these yrs haven't contacted each other..): ands shes bac!!!!
love her sososososososososo very much..but.....she going bac soon...soooo sadddddd.
i gave her tis............

sooo nice rites???? oO
sunflower...sunflower...nicenice ^^

ANDDDDDDS...............

EVERYONE chipped in a little...hahahaha.
but i chose the present!!!! so cute rites..bigbig ones.

then i got these....

one represent each of them xDDD. soo sweet.
got 9of dem.....love all of dem sooo much...

but actually horrs...i dont mind any flowers.hahahaha...flowers are nice and really pretty... ands furthermore..its the thoughts tht counts. (:

wellwell zen ahas...why yoo try soo hard...
its hurts to watch..yoo kno..
dont waste money and time on me lele..kayys?
get yourself gf...

ands..im really glad tht yoo remembered tht i liked lilies last time.^^
sooo sweet of yoo.[HUGSHUGS]
but yoo gib me flowers tht dayy le....enough le....mai brother's huse becoming like florist shopp le. ^^

i've got chocolates and teddies too xDD

frm caleb.. (:
yoo all horrs,waste money lehs..
buy tis,buy that....>>''
cannot like tht horrs...must save money....fer gf or wife next time.
wadd if bankrupt how?


samsam aha..yoo buy flowers then teddy....
siao ahas? then always buy me stuff....
dont......ok? buy fer yur gf... (:

den colin ahas. laterrs xin ying angryy lehs.
yoo gib me rose...

haiz..get her bouquet.kayys?
bigger th better. xDD

anyways yeah.....at 1plus...
rushed bac hme...changed and went out wit parents..go mai mum's friend huse.
ate lunch....sooooo full sia...uncle louis kept givin me food...lol.then went gavin's place...fer dinner.9plus left coz next dayy got school fer me and parents got work sooo we left early...
as usual, took bath and went to bed...havent done hw or revision yet...
seriously nids some catching upp.....
TOTAL NO OF RED PACKS COLLECTED: 27 (:
amt: i not sure lehs...>>''

-4am-
made 2ppl pissed off wit me......first HL, nows robbie....seriousiy pissed off....i think mai way of thinking really freaks ppl out.....>>'' really tired.
jus leave me alone.to think about stuff
think about all mai faults...


did you hear tht?
it was the sound of my heart shatterind into pieces

18th post.

why must it always end like tht?
im jus trying to refrain frm going bac to bitch tht ppl use to kno me for........
im tired of all the names ppl used to call me..........i really hate it! yoo jus dont understand.

jus shutting me out like tht wen i jus tell yoo wadd i was thinking.......thts.....
idk.....i told yoo, yoo may not like wadd im thinkin....jus so yoo kno.thts probably the last time im gonna voice out mai thoughts......mai thoughts hurt ppl.......and NOT LIKE YOO WUD CARE.....yoo reallyreally have hurt me...


jus fading away......

17th post.....

well long time since i blogg.....
okayyys...first i wish everyone happy chinese new yr and valentines' day ^^


happy chinese new yr!!!!!!!!!!1 xDD

ands.....

valentines' day ^^

im sooooo saddd.......no valentine tis yr....thou i got presents.... wanted a ferrero rocher bouquet......but nvms..its expensive.ahahaha...i got a bouquet of flowers frm aaron, one frm mai friends (cee cee and bryan), one frm john gorgor, another frm zen aka two wks guy. but whys onlt 2 ppl gib me sunflowers??? do i look like a rose person or daisy or lily person??? ELLO PEEPS....I LIKE SUNFLOWERS,KAYS? LOL. xDD i shouldnt complain la......got flowers must tou xiao alr....got some picts,


aaron gave tis....before...


and after....dismantle it...left one. >>''
it jus refuses to face me....><'


john gorgor give ones...its nice la...but i prefer sunflowers.......
how can yoo forget.......><''


soooo nice rites?? luv yoo ceecee xDDD and bryan.. <3
yoo forget i kill yoo..hahaha.


zen.......how cn yoo forget...><'' joey means sunflowers not daisy...lol..
its alright la.

then i combined all the sunflowers...
uhhh..nvms...tooo.......nice alr...cannot show..haha
laterrs going samuel's place..hopr i get sunflowers again~~~

well....sharon..yoo want c the big teddy rites??? herher >>>>


hmmms.i've got chocolates and teddy tooo...^^


frm aaron de....thanks alot....love it!!! muamua.


izzit choc???? no its not...><''' sadddd....but still nicenice thou....
ty kent gor. ^^

hmmms.imma not gonna upload more..mayybe tmr ba.....after i get all presents!!! (:
at th same time i can write about wadd happened during the 3days of celebration...xDDD
GTG..baibaii... muacks.

16th post.

im NOT yur ragdoll.
i dont want yoo take me bac jus coz yoo pity me or felt guilty.
jus throw me away wen yoo dont nid or dont wnt me anymore....
even if its not............
dont apologize anymore. it doesnt help anymore

chinese new year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haiz........but oso valentines' day........><''

well..we haddd CNY celebration in skool first.......nothing much...then me,dora and PJ went suntec tgt....we drop HT off at bugis then went city hall...shopped for clothes ands high heels....went cotton on first then went to eat mac... nicenice. xDDD sooo long nvr eat lele ): den we went new look.we shopped there fer like 1hr plus...

PJ sitting at esclator...xDD






i like the bow tie xDD










high heels..some of th heels i tried on (:


crazy me xDDD i find the combination not bad lehz :x

tried some clothes there too... then went to carrfour... bought coke while dora bought a massager...fer grandma....soooooooo filial sia... xDD







5plus...we left...ands got hme at about 5.45pm.....wen to bath...den went out again to ParkwayParade. went to GIANT fet some stuff...gosh....i never felt soooo tired..i yawned like 60over times..>>'' lol. then at the bus stop...i was like nodding off alr....HL keep stopping me...zzz...SOOOO TIRED LEHS.....got back at about 10.55pm...

took another shower and went to bed. then woke upp again at 3plus...was watching 200 POUNDS BEAUTY..it really awesome...at last part.i was like crying lohs...sooo unexpected..i usually dont cry frm watching shows....weird...........



see the difference? its two different ppl thou, but in the show....the fat girl wen to do plastic surgery then she became pretty.


i find her reallyreally pretty....

well yeah thts all....got to make innkee;s name too ><''' sianz..sooooo tired liao lehs. =o=" i still waiting to watch final fantasy wit sharon......hmmms, theres alot of shows i wan rewatch, resident evil, twilight, 17again, new moon, tao hua xiao mei, bullfighting..aiyahs...alot la....haha


you broke mai heart,
tissues doesnt fix it...

15th post.

hmmms...lets start wit HL's name...
here its is........
-drumroll-
ta da!!!!!!!!!

i wanted to fimd HL milk ones...but no nicenice ones.....><''
well....tis particular guy ish kinda annoyed, sumtimes noisy, abit weird, a emo, a BIG bully......ands still mai friend :) haha. hes kind, kinda friendly, ands..........[thinks hard] i dont kno wadd good suff to write o: HAHHAHAHAHAHA!
anyways here it is.....happy barhs, stupid HL??? O.O

welll......nothing much happened today........intended to go PJ's huse ones.......but she got to go out..sooo didnt..i slack at MRT station alone...missed one train, two train, three train and four........haiz.......
ohhhhhhhhhhhhsyyyyyyyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaaa......during art....IK and PH was telling me some soso disgusting stuff >>"" some i understand, some i dont...........ands some grossed me out...its sooo ewww ewww...xP

ohsohs..in the morning the clique met upp tgt to eat breakfast tgt.it was like 7.15am...hahaha.we ate in class...sheesh.hehe. den in toilet...priya want take pict...><'' so i take wit her lohs...the rest of the picts are at her blog. if yoo cant see it.....den tooo bad... hahahah. not like yoo care la.



ands yeah.......chinese new year cming.......valentines' day cming too....tis yr no valentine lele.....>.<'' but yeahhh.....i'll jus try live it like any noraml day...then it wud b fiine...

14th post. soooo sleepyy

well gonna linkk 2 days in one blogg.......or mayybe not??? o.o

-tuesday-

I FUCKING DIDINT PUSH HER!
GET BLOODY SCOLDING FOR NOTHING!!!
FUCK LA!!
WHATS HER BIG PROB!!!!

scold here scold there
jus one small space only, how walk?!
damn herr la.
only kno how to shout........
I NOT DEAF LA! DAMMIT.

haiz.......wadeva la,
dont care her >.>''
kust wanna fling mai POA taxt at her face!! ><'

well, earlier tht dayy,i bought maggi mee,coke and a packet of sweets and i went priya's huse....."self invite".hahahaz! xDD but her huse got 4lifts....A and B goes all the way upp to 14th floor.....while C and D goes to 1th to 13th....and i took the wrong lift....i was shocked to find that the lift has oly 14th floor and above...furthermore there wer ppl inside so i hogged up the lift trying to find the floor.>>'' the auntie and ah ma was like glaring at me thinking wadd a retard i am or sumthing....i took the lift to 15th floor(random pick) and i came down again.i made sure i took the right lift and went upp...hahahahahahz..waste time but it was fun!wen dora came..... we watched VIDEOS.......on youtube......shawn dawson is HAWT! yeah... and rehearsed our broadcast script..so nervous!!! ><''' dan abt 6pm....i went hme....sianz..dan he call me..answered but said i was not free..dan the bus took like sooooo lonngg to cm lohs....zzzz

reach hme....took a long and hot shower......dan lie on the bed and studied for POA test..........mum came hme....scoldscoldscold.....wadevas la....D:

dan HLmilk oso wants his name upp but i no time???
but i gonna write all the badbad stuff about him...xDDD
mayybe.....mayybe not?? O:
LOL!

-WEDNESDAYY-

soooooo uber full!!!
nothing reallyy fun happen...went to see VP.....>>'' for skirt short and partially hair....><'' kinda scary but i think hariyati scarier....hahahaha...got to go get new skirt or sumthing......hmmmms.

got scolded oso by ms yeo..coz i went bac class late, hais.
total no i got scolded.....6times ba.... sooooo saddddddddd..wnt cry le... T.T

well after skool, hangedd out wit clement and HL.......dna PJ, dora and HT..... dan mai dad fetched me...we went EAST COAST eat....at sum restaurant.....i find it quite ex leh....12ppl.$$600+++..aiyah, not mai money...dont care la..ate the normally ppl wud at restaurant fer reunion dinner lohs....so FULL sia. i ate alot of ice cream puff..>>''










some picts...(:

halfway, aaron called. answered, he ask me fer reply..i asked him to gib me more time..............well at 10plus we went bac...
i took shower first...dan dried mai hair. actuall wanted to go online ones..but fell asleep.........


dont bother taking me bac....jus a damaged good.......who cares. its jus mai own bloody fault....